International Development Consultant (B.A and M.A.Sc- MSPL), Gender Equality, D&I and Disability Rights Advocate.
A goal without a plan is just a wish-Antoine
@renatus_exe@neverelent Sometimes I feel there is something wrong with me. This particular gentleman, I can't understand. I make two steps forward, something happens and I end up taking 200 steps backwards 🙆🙆🙆🙆
I want to be taken serious. I want to be in love. I want romance. I no longer have space for flings, situations, and random bodies. That never appealed to me, especially not as I’m getting older.
Some seasons don’t break you because of the pain, they break you because you keep replaying the pain until it becomes your identity. You start defining yourself by what you lost, who left, who betrayed you, or what didn’t work out. But hear this clearly: your lowest chapter is not your final story.
You may not understand why it happened, but you don’t need full understanding to keep moving. You only need faith that God is still working even when you can’t see it. There are moments when God doesn’t explain, He strengthens. There are seasons when heaven is quiet, not because God has abandoned you, but because He is building something in you that noise cannot produce.
Yes, you were hurt. Yes, it was unfair. Yes, they did you wrong. But don’t let bitterness become your comfort zone. Don’t build a permanent home in temporary pain. Some people don’t fail because they lack talent, they fail because they refuse to rise after the fall.
God often allows the pressure not to destroy you, but to produce you. He uses crushing seasons to release oil. He uses wilderness seasons to create strength. He uses closed doors to redirect your destiny. Sometimes the rejection was protection. Sometimes the delay was preparation.
Sometimes what you lost was never meant to carry you into your next level. So rise. Not because you feel strong, but because you’ve decided you will not stay down. Rise with tears in your eyes if you must, but rise. Rise with questions in your heart, but rise. Rise with scars on your soul, but rise. Because your scars are not proof of defeat, they are proof that you survived what should have ended you.
The enemy fears a believer who keeps dreaming after disappointment. He fears a heart that still worships after heartbreak. He fears a person who refuses to let pain cancel purpose. Because when you keep moving forward, you are announcing to hell: “You didn’t win.”
Your future is calling you, and you cannot reach it while living in yesterday’s wounds. Let God heal you. Let God restore you. Let God rebuild you. And if you feel weak, remember this: God doesn’t need your strength, He only needs your surrender.
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the part that gets me is that you can genuinely care about someone, show up for them consistently, be present in their life, and they’re sitting across from you with a completely different internal narrative about who you are. and you’re moving through the friendship with your whole chest while they’re just performing theirs.
There are things you need to accept that they are not meant for you ( awudadelwanga zona ) then go ahead with your life. They simple do not align with your purpose. There’s no amount of work , prayer and even faith can change that. In most cases it’s always because they will do more harm to you than good. You don’t know it because your desire for it supersedes your awareness of what’s true.
Face the reality, be in acceptance then focus more on what you meant to be or do. Don’t get distracted on your purpose because you are busy seeking what doesn’t even align with your higher self.
being sensitive is so embarrassing like how am i supposed to tell you i'm upset just because your energy felt a little off and it made me feel unwanted
Genuine “check ins” are so important.
Your call or text could be the very LIGHT that grabs someone out of that dark place they’ve been in. Perhaps their lack of communication has been because they’ve been trying to stay above water, and not because of anything you’ve done.
Listen to that nudge from Holy Spirit. Check on that person that crossed your mind today.
I promise you, they are going to need it. 🤍
@fwtimini I am so mad, broke my two weeks of no contact and sent a message , i deleted before he saw it but am mad that he will see I deleted something 🙆🙆
I do not handle hurt well at all and I do not like who I become when I am hurting. That's why I really don't like being mistreated or played with. If you aren't genuine, don't even bother me, Just move around.