While enjoying my hobbies, I would compare myself to other friends, which would cause me to stop what I was doing, or in some cases, completely abandon them. My attention would be drawn to that, and I would become depressed.😔
Looking at my drawings from my student days, most of them were edited around 2 or 4 in the morning.
Right now, with my friends getting married and their social positions starting to change, overwhelmed by the feeling that I'm being left behind, and I keep drawing and erasing😢