I'm working on coming back to streaming. Slowly. My first step was to change my name back to (almost) the name i started with. So if you see Brahms87 in you follow list, it's me. Thanks to everyone who hasn't deleted me yet. That is more support than yall will ever know.
I've been trying to find that urge to stream again. My life is slowly returning to normal. I'm working again, I'm almost back to my normal energy, I'm losing weight, but my fellow streamers will understand... you need that strong desire to stream. I want the feeling I had before.
Leukemia patients that didn't make it. You knew someone was going to die, and you just kind of avoid that side of the floor for a bit. I had it easier than some. I'm rambling. Long story short, I didn't abandon you guys, and I will be back when it strikes me.
and I feel bad that I don't join in on my friends streams, talk in their chat, etc. I'm really scared to talk about my stuff. I'm scared to be asked about it, and I don't want to receive pity, so I just avoid. I had it rough, but many more people had it worse. I met a lot of