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Depressed ¤ Anorexic ¤ Self-Harmer ¤ Suicidal | CW: 120.6 ¤ GW: 115 ¤ UGW: 100 | I'm always here for you guys ♥

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"How are you?"
"Good! How are you?(:"
Haha. Hahaha. Me. "Good," I say with thoughts of suicide crashing around my skull.

[Bleeding Ana @Soul_of_Scars]

Hey everyone, if you don't already, please go & follow @_Frozen_Soul_ - that's one of my other accounts, & I think I might make it my main!

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I really love this account. Why don't I use it more?

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Down to 120.6 lbs!

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I'm going to restrict what I eat and work out every day, maybe sometimes more than once.

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10th grade = 100lbs and pretty.

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As soon as I get home, I'm starting a weight/diary/journal thing. I got the idea from a book I was reading.

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I think I'm going to switch to using this as my main account. My main one was compromised.

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But I'm out now and on good medicine and I am in fact recovering! For real this time, too.

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Sorry I haven't been on. A lot of shit happened and I was in the hospital (again) for a while

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I'm a failure. So stupid. Pathetic.

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She kept saying it was my fault & I know I know it was my fault but I was standing there crying, begging her to help me, but she just yelled

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All she did was yell at me for not bringing a long sleeve and she was glaring at me and she just kept speaking really coldly and

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It hit me somewhere - hard. And I know it's not even a big deal but...

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I mean I'm not important, and am virtually worthless, worth less than that hoodie even - true. But it still hurt.

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Nice to finally have you admit your priorities.

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She was afraid I'd get her precious boyfriend's precious hoodie all sweaty.

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My friend in that class who knew was of absolutely no help.

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I was crying but I found my teacher and had to tell her and she gave me a long sleeve.

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Then, I didn't have a long sleeve tp cover up my cuts.