You’re allowed to be a gross nasty freak perv without having to justify your perversions. You dont need justification or to explain yourself. Just be gross. Let your freak flag fly. You should be allowed to exist the way you want with your fiction and fantasies.
I am a perv, sometimes I’m not proud of it, but I learned to embrace what I am. I love sexual energy. I let my cock do all the thinking and that’s okay. The hardest part is finding people who see hypersexuality the way I do. I hope you’re out there, I need you.