He said he doesn’t even know a Margaret and swear he thought I was pulling his leg when I said that was her actual name. I told him she whispered it to him so I knew she was there.
I was at work explaining all my frustrations with my coworker. He’s making a joke and one point he says there’s this ghost above me just hanging around(bc I must be haunted with something rn with all my bad luck right?!).
He said “yeah Margaret is right above you..”
..just on you”… when I say I instantly start laughing and crying bc I can’t even remember what led to it, but it was grandmas government name and I had never told him her name.. I had chills. Out of all the names, he literally chose Margaret.
She passed two days prior..
Crazy part is, dementia or Alzheimer’s couldn’t beat the energy we have. Held me close the last few years but I’m glad you finally remembered me in your last days. I love you so much lady and I’m so glad you not suffering no more. Ima miss you ❣️
High functioning depression is so scary because no one knows that you're not ok. And even if you say something, people don't care because you don't present as someone who's falling off the deep end.
@imamakeitBIG Sad part is, technically everything is finally falling into place but I’m just not handling the overload of it all very well. Think I’ve had like atleast 5 breakdowns in the last month 😩
College dropout, Late registration, Graduation x Kanye; Ashanti or Concrete Rose x Ashanti; Southern Hummingbird x Tweet, 100% Ginuwine, The Senior x Ginuwine; Fuck the World, Lost x Brent Faiyaz… Pick One.
I JUST HEARD SOMEONE SAY, “MAYBE YOU DON’T NEED MORE TIME TO HEAL, MAYBE YOU NEED MORE EXPERIENCES THAT SHOW YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM A DIFFERENT REALITY,” AND YEAH… IT ECHOED IN ME
My neighbor actually use to do this and it was so amazing to see them level up year after year. The only thing that ever gets annoying is the viewers who decide to block your driveway and cause a fit about having to move if you leave 😒🙄