@moonchildwish Please don’t do that . It’s honestly not worth it .
Message me if you need anyone to talk to . I just got outta hospital for it so Ik what it’s like
Oh I’ve also had big accounts copy me and get clout out of something the EXACT same that I posted . But no one cares about that right ? Cause my feelings don’t matter because I’m not popular in the fandom . Well I’m fucking done
And with people like Winnie , don’t even get me started . It’s a new thing every day. In this fandom I’ve seen fake suicides , bragging , toxicity, homophobia and religious bullying . I am not staying in a fandom where I feel unwelcome and puts more stress on my mental well-being
Something I realised in this fandom is that if you are a small account no one cares . You could be dead for all anyone cared . The entire fandom is just falling apart . There isn’t a single day where someone isn’t bringing someone down or dragging anyone or being toxic ...
Why waste all your time and energy making people feel worse. Some of you know exactly what you are doing but you like to play innocent and it’s stupid . Grow up . Fandoms represent the artist. So when people look at the duke fandom it doesn’t exactly look great ...
Also I don’t hate duke or have anything against him. I just need to focus what little energy I have into things that make me happy as the constant drama is draining me even more
Tw suicide:
I spent my weekend in hospital on a drip recovering from a suicide attempt. During that time I have decided to leave the fandom for good. It’s become incredibly toxic and none of it is helping my mental health. I never truly felt cared about in this fandom ...
A lot of you are really lovely but I always felt as if I was on the outside . Now with everything just falling apart I don’t want to be part of it anymore . Feel free to unfollow me. I might change this account . Thank you for the good times ❤️
I fucking quit . I’m logging out of twt . Idk what to do anymore I’ve been feeling trapped for so long and I’ve begged and begged for help but no one listens . My mental health team is shit and I just don’t know what to do anymore .