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self-destructive behavior will lead me to my grave

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Well. In case you do ever find this. Know that I love you and wish you the best in everything. None of this was your fault.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Maybe I don’t want you to know that I need you

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Maybe I need you but I know I can’t ask for it

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Am I just posting this for some slight hope that you still check this account, even though I’ve changed the name since you deleted yours?? Maybe.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

I don’t understand the point in anything

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Better yet, I don’t know how to live in general

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

I don’t know how to live in a world where I have no one

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

You’re out getting drunk and going home with someone and fucking and whatever while I’m laying in bed doing everything I possibly can to not kill myself.
But yes, I am just so happy that you had a good time.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Literally just set myself up for heartbreak over and over and over again

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Painting my nails so I don’t cut. Haven’t done this in a long time

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

It’s going to be such a bad night, I can tell.

[dale earnhardt esq. @_oatmillf]

Men be like “that was never my intention” lmao

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Just trying to figure out the best way to get back to myself, to who I was, who I want to be.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

I just want to cry and these love songs they’re playing aren’t helping a damn thing. Fuck.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

My heart just breaks over and over again.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

I just wanna lay in bed all day. This is killing me.

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

Nothing quite like having an anxiety attack when you’re not sober

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

I’m out for the count. It’s been real ✌️

[🌊 @RosesInYourBed]

That’s it folks