Parents are supposed to love their children unconditionally so when I'm rejected by my parents ie they don't want to be a part of my life they don't want to show me love it makes me feel very rejected. My level of worth started from the rejection of my parents as a child.
@TalkingAboutBPD I feel no matter what I say/what I do if something goes wrong it's because of me and my BPD.So I apologize. Even if it's not me it's me..