the human condition is not perfection but flaws. I was promised a special place in both heaven and hell. Space and time are unraveling have you loved yourself?
@Spiritualitywis I think an even better stratrgy would be to be there for someone when they feel how you did. Be better than your attackers is what I think makes a bigger impact
@Spiritualitywis And nothing would even matter or change because my life isn't defined by who doubted me it's the ones that believed who carried me forward
@deeepestmsgs Life for me is NOW better because I do all of those things for even those who can't reciprocate I would drown if I waited kept it all for the ones I thought may be worthy because I could drown in my own self righteousness waiting for even one family member to deserve it
@Stopworkplacebu My kindness is powerful.... it Feeds, listens, encourages, relates to, nurtures, teaches, believes in, but it also confuses, scares, angers, threatens, and reveals. But as always costs nothing.
@Unloved_Bikkits No I finally do get the bigger picture.... I think. Like me I react out of instincts or trauma and experience and have developed protective mechanisms that have proven useful over time and everyone can't because there is not enough dialogue just assumptions
@Unloved_Bikkits I can look like a prince but give me a bit of meth no food out in the sun get no sleep and a bus pass . Let's just say I go voluntarily to jail as a form of rehab.
@Unloved_Bikkits How so? Ask for facts get pretty accurate info its an ego play. Llearn how to glean information by asking them to reveal how they might react because they are so put together or by mocking their lack of actual not read experience