"The next morning I went up to Craigh na Dun in search of a certain blue flower. The rest is our history."
"Do you ever wish you had never seen that flower or touched that stone?"
"Never."
everybody talks about cutting people off but nobody really talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision knowing it’s not what you wanted but what was necessary for your well-being
her writing about trying to be good growing up so that her mom didn’t have to experience more grief and then saying that she felt bad that she got cancer because she knew her mom would have to go through more was so fucking gutting