Ryleigh Jordan

I got my new shoes on and everthings right fresh starts, clean slates and laughter. Moma to @CuddleBugAdam [8:28:13] [RP] Wife to @ScarredDominant

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Lurking

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You don't have to understand. You just have to not judge

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-To try not to let you down again. Thanks.

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-As a distraction and if you can't support me my letting me be here then bye. Those of you who can forgive me; thank you and I'm going-

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-That's 10 hours a week because I couldn't cope with anything else. If you dislike me for leaving hit the unfollow button because I'm here-

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-Today the hardest thing I've done is get out of bed and it's taken everything I've got. I'm a workaholic and suddenly I've gone to a job-

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-and it nearly cost me my family, my job, my friendships and everything else that was important to me. I vanished because I couldn't cope-

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-with that comes crippling depression and a lot of physical and emotional pain. I've spent the last 10 months on a roller coaster ride-

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I have something to say and it won't make any of you happy but it explains why I've been so absent. So here it goes; I have bulimia and-

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@ScarredDominant maybe we could take him in to the pool with us? *looks at @CuddleBugAdam* would you like snuggles?

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@ScarredDominant @CuddleBugAdam it'll be fun to put little man in the swings. *smiles* we should get some for the garden!

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Can you say "park "@CuddleBugAdam? @ScarredDominant

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@ScarredDominant @CuddleBugAdam *kisses you gently and cuddles Adam* I think we should take Adam out for the day!

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@ScarredDominant @CuddleBugAdam my two favourite boys *smiles proudly* I love you both very much

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@CuddleBugAdam @ScarredDominant *sniffles a little as my eyes tear up* I love you too my little man.

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@CuddleBugAdam *looks at @ScarredDominant* he said mama! I can feel my heart melting!

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@CuddleBugAdam @ScarredDominant -*beams with pride* good morning my little cuddle bug *smooches both your cheeks*

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*smiles as I watch @ScarredDominant cuddle with @CuddleBugAdam* you boys are just adorable! Does mummy get a kiss to Adam?

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@CuddleBugAdam || you're growing a human being-you're far from fat!

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@BreachedReverie @DrTeller_ *looks at my phone* aw Hell NO! That looks cold!