i just want to die and then be told that its over and its ok and i did a good job and i dont have to hurt anymore and that ill be loved and taken care of and can sleep forever if i want
I often feel like I am unfit for human life and functioning. There is so much that comes so easily to others that does not occur for me in the slightest. I was never meant to exist type shit
i wish suicidal thoughts were an emergency. I wish someone could look at me and immediately know how sick I’ve become and say, “Oh my God, we need to get her somewhere safe.” Then I could finally be cared for without having to explain how badly I’m struggling. I could rest, get help, and wake up one day feeling like myself again. And when I leave, someone would hug me and say, “You made it. You’ve been so brave. I’m so glad you’re still here. I love you
@_flyingfart_ dont be. i know its hard but i spent 7 hours in a&e today waiting for 4 stitches, im in the uk and they look at you sideways and dont care. i got told by the nurse “whats the point in stitching her she’ll do it again@
Until you’ve written a suicide note with despair in your heart, tears in your eyes, and pain in your soul so horrendous that it makes you believe death is the only solution for peace, don’t tell me that it’s cowardly, selfish, or an attempt for attention.