brett🪄

who up eating they disorder💜26 he/him🩵minors DNI💙

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

i saw someone today that i havent Properly seen since 2022 (i was like bmi 15?) and today i was wearing super baggy trousers and i mentioned how big they were and she said "yeah i was surprised theyre so big, youre skinny!"

girl....im not as sskinny as i used to be 🥀

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

when i feel sick from hunger i get so excited its embarrassing lmao

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

ok i am locking in fr this time

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

im gonna rip my hair out

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

i wish enstars characters body types were more distinctly different LIKE i KNOWWW mika and natsume are twigs show me them looking like half dead skeletons!!! GET SKINNIERRRRR

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

not to jinx it but ive not binged in ages i hope it stays that way its the worst feeling to not control it

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

@missingme777 RIGHTTTT i drink so much of it i need to cut down omgg

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

i know i cant magically lose like 20kg in 2 weeks but is there anything i can do in the days leading up to this event to make my stomach less bloated??? like how can i look as skinny as possible for my weight do i just not drink anything for days or smthing

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

i wanna die

[💒 @rottengirl777]

how it feels to get through the day restricting without eating 30 million calories before bed

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

@missingme777 yes ofc!!!✨

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

sorry reposting my old bodychecks fuck i miss 2024 i miss those arms so much. im my own goal i need this back

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

@missingme777 tht sounds like itd work!!!! i drink soo much diet coke so that wont be helping omg replacing it with water is better.....

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

the outfit is actually one size smaller than i usually buy, and it hasnt turned up yet so im soo scared its gonne ba unwearable.....but like its only one size too small so im PRAYING itll be fine and wearable

this is motivation to starve for 2 weeks ig!!!

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

in two weeks i might be wearing a cropped shirt for a cosplay to a con im gonna scream and die the ourfit is so nice but i am so fucking fat right now ifuck how do i make myself not look disgusting on the day

[𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝒶 ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ @lovexlacex]

🛐🛐🛐

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

at my lowest i used to get 25k+ steps a day and be pacing all day every day but ive fucked up my feet and cant walk for more than like 45 mins without being in pain :))))) ill never fucking lose weight if i cant move

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

me after having a cheat meal for the hundredth time in a week

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

as an adult lol highest is right now but i do t have a scale so idek :)))))
lowest bmi 11 33kg every day i mourn this i miss it so fucking much

[springflingana @springflingana]

what is the heaviest and smallest you’ve been? ♡

[brett🪄 @STARTD4SH]

literally every day my mum keeps telling me she thinks ive lost weight, but she means it in a /pos way bc she knows im upset that i gained after being discharched from ip

im glad shes noticing im losing but im so upset that clearly im fat enough that she WANTS me to