RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️

18+ | She/Any Lesbian | Gacha User | Butterfly Enthusiast | recovering DSMP fan

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

i need more people to listen to Bug Hunter
Literally my favorite artist ever
only second to Ice Nine Kills

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

@Vivid_Bad_Squad the funny thing is haven't even posted in a while, i'm not exactly an active creator (as much as I want to be)

I was looking through my reposts and I found i actually reposted one of your videos funny enough, gonna follow you too
You should see someone named RhylieZhylie

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

@Vivid_Bad_Squad genuinely. I made a post asking people to stop and got met with more people clowning me with "who is bro"
it's exhausting.

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

@TopazScorpio ⚠️💚⚠️💚⚠️💚⚠️

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

tf are you talking about

[AxekickAkuma @AAkuma4955]

Larp

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

it's really, really sad. Serious topics are slowly losing their meaning. Horrible crimes like CP and Pedophillia aren't being taken seriously anymore because people want to make jokes about it until it's nothing more than a buzzword.

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

I've discussed this with friends already, but I feel it needs to be said here as well.
This entire situation is proof that the internet does not ACTUALLY care for what they preach.
People don't ACTUALLY care if Phis is a pedo or not, they just want to harass and make memes. (🧵)

[phisnom 🧪⚠️ || VTUBER DEBUT ON SEPT 17 @phisnom]

went and looked through my socials a bit today, and i HAVE to say this before going to bed.

i am seriously SHOCKED by how many kind words of support i've been receiving recently, both publicly & privately.

not from just friends who reached out to make sure i was okay, but from the Vtuber community and creators within the space.

after 3+ years of constant harassment and death threats sent my way while trying to improve myself as a person, slowly bit by bit, trying to be more open and honest and less cynical about things i enjoy, all while having to grit my teeth and smile through receiving the worst from other people, this is the first time in a WHILE that I have seen so many people in a community actually be mature, understanding of past mistakes and be genuinely kind back to me.

its become such an alien feeling to me i genuinely don't know how to properly formulate how thankful I am.

for context, if you dont know who i am:

ive been a fan of Vtubers since the early years, thanks to my obsession with Resident Evil i found Kizuna's playthrough of RE7 through her clips and i was enamored with the concept of virtual avatar streamers. I have been following the space closely and somewhat privately since then, I've loved Kaguya Luna, Kiryu Coco, the Holo EN girls, Phase Connect and many people from the major indie boom of the last few years.

I was still a teenager back then though and i didn't leave the FNAF community when I should have, instead, i stuck with a fan project that made me absolutely miserable, that + a horrible college experience and homelife genuinely ruined my mental health for the better part of my late teens/early adulthood, it made me lash out, rely on tasteless jokes and cynicism that hurt other people and made me close myself off emotionally due to how demanding and insane and entitled fans of that community treated me. its something ive still yet to recover completely to this day.

but the one ray of genuine comfort I found through all of that was Vtubers, watching clips, highlights, streams and just seeing these people interacting and having fun kept me going despite the circumstances. ill deeply value those memories from the early years of Vtubing forever.

nearly 5 years ago, because I wanted to carve a little piece of my own life back, I started a Youtube channel of my own! shamelessly copying the format of my favorite creators, in a lower budget using a cartoony png tuber oc, so I could record myself playing games I was looking forward to. it was a rough start but i didn't think anything was gonna come from it at first, but as i continued a community of people formed around me and supported me just for being myself, and I am still not properly emotionally ready to describe how thankful I am for that.

Ever since I've tried becoming more open about what I truly like, rather than rely on irony or jokes because of how deeply restricting and demanding fanbases of the games I was into are on creators. I've been trying to openly support Vtubers I am a fan of, I've been talking about them on my streams, raiding my community into them and they've been so kind and supportive to them back, it's genuinely warmed my heart to see my community understanding why I love Vtubers and their creators so much, and I thank every single person who has gotten into this hobby through me endlessly.

I am finally at a point that I am confident to take the plunge and fully focus on Vtubing. I don't want to cater or bow down to people who will joke about serious crimes to get their laughs, I want to distance myself from these communities and openly and sternly tell them to go away, because they have genuinely brought me nothing but grief. I want to give back to the Vtuber community and my friends for their support, and become who I wanna be while continuing to improve along the way.

Thank you for reading this, and if you are still interested, I hope to see you there for my full proper Vtuber redebut on September 17th! 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

me and my friends have seen people go to extents that weren't even there. I've seen people calling Phis a rapist that's WORSE than Jonochrome. These people don't care that if what they're saying is true, because they like having a reason to harass someone.

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

i get sad about being cheated on and then i remember how fucking absurd it was. She blew some rando for $10 and bought herself a slice of cake. Like genuinely what the fuck

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

someone needs to draw swap sans as an alcoholic please it'd be so funny

[⭑ bear bear ⭑ 💌 @valintinesbear]

I was thinking about how swap papyrus smokes and classic sans doesn’t

[HerryUwU @HerryUwU]

shakes them
#sansby

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

Got cheated on and my way of coping is regressing into a fandom i swore I’d abandoned

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

@phisnom Me and my cartoony ass dog hope you’re doing well

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

Pastra fans are so incredibly parasocial i feel bad for the dude jesus christ

[RhylieZhylie🧪⚠️ @SVG4RB1T3]

getting into minto fantome out of spite