I shouldn't have do all that. Everything is just ruined and it will never return. For the first time I really lose control and everything's fucked up. I'm such a useless idiot.
Can I just erase the emotions I don't want, please?
Today's been one of those "bad" days, after all the rehab i still have troubles walking for more than 2 minutes without crutches.. But scrolling my phone gallery i found this memory.. It brings me such a big nostalgia.. Back then everything was easier.. Man, i miss those days..
Sometimes it's just to hard to keep some things in your mind.
Those thoughts are burning in my head but everytime I let them escape... I'm so fucking afraid. I don't want to ruin anything. I don't want to lose more than I already lost.
I already messed up too many things.
@SoftGayBoiTodd@HeavyMetalDyke We all have to stay in character, you know. So... I don't want to ruin that ahah. Even if some fangirls would be happy to know things ahahah
@SoftGayBoiTodd@HeavyMetalDyke Oh fuck guys, i don't snore so much! It happens with the mask ok. You it's fucking hard to breath with that? Specially while I'm sleeping. And I don't sleep that much in the bus too!
There are some strange periods in life in which a lot of things change. It just happen. Painful, exciting, wrong or right things... It doesn't matter. It will be always so hard to pass through, it will be scary. And you won't be prepared.
Say the words
I long to hear
Pinch, bite, kiss, suck, lick and sear
(Pyretta Blaze - Type 0 Negative)
I miss all of this. I need more. I need it.
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Ps: some girls are wild