i feel like a class traitor, because at the end of the day i have more in common with transwoman and they are the only ones that will ever understand me on that level, i will always stand with them rather than being the one who escaped the matrix
and ideally thats the dream for most people, but it stings for me knowing how other transgirl i know not being treated the same way and it ends up being my own kind of prison, that i cant never truly open up people, im scared how they might treat me if i do