Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o

cw 66 kg • gw 60 • ugw 45
I've got byl1mic behaviour 'n sh
Prorecovery and also trying to recover but still got disordered thoughts and behaviours..be mindful🌤

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@ladyyy_rain Still not sure.. but am dreaming about becoming some sort of writer and artist, but what fundamentally attracts me is psychology ... <3 I love to provoke doubts and bring up and discuss interesting and meaningful topics, which can happen to be philosophic :)

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@ooooooo0pvfg @CorvusCorvusCor sadly not anymore, it was deleted by its owners as twt says :/ but there are still other communities, and some users also started using shrtwt edrtwt and a bit of shedrtwt as an alternative tag

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@6mayyy9 ig yes? i don't know, never been there

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@carvedupangel yall don't find comfort in the action of cutting yourselves? then wtf is wrong with me

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@sketchrexic not anorexic but somewhat said I induce myself vomit after getting buzzed by drinking ONE CUP of vodka (prob bc I vomited the dinner earlier lol)

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

Type "my vibe" on pinterest and post the first four results!

(I don't use pinterest, or at least very little for other things, how does it know my preferences of aesthetic??????)

[𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖎 𓂃˖ ࣪⊹ @honey_andtears]

Type "my vibe" on pinterest and post the first four results

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@honey_andtears naa geniale

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@_yaoigooner_ I never tried to, I reached beans before I even knew their nickname and this platform... I guess you really just do it if u have a sharp blade and are mindless, impulsive and careless, but mind you're gonna risk hitting anything this way 🤷

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@honey_andtears nuu non ti preoccupare, magari li stai comprando per un tuo figlio o fratello/sorella più piccoli, fidati che nessuno si farà troppe domande
cmq non li ho mai visti, quantomeno provati, in che negozio li hai trovati?? :0

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@wlforwon @nilufer0777 MUUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@wlforwon @nilufer0777 ME TOO FROM BACK TO WHEN I WAS A CHILD I would put salt on everything and steal it and eat it raw, I still happen to do so sometimes but I managed to not be so obsessed with it anymore thank god hahaha I'm glad to know I am not the only one :)...

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@Starry_Cole444 🤏

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

*INHALEeee* SSSIIIIIXXXSEEEEEV-
don't judge me, my scale and my sense of humor, I love annoying ppl cmon
#edtwt

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@paul0rexic @didntdigest me too :( Sometimes I feel like a monster and an attention seeker, as if I wanted to live in this reputation... but we're getting through it, keep it up :)

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@didntdigest short I meant* ughhh sorry
take care dear! <3

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@didntdigest I get you, i have both arms covered in scars and it's not easy to wear long sleeves bc you get treated differently.
What helped me was to not tolerate people who'd comment/judge on them unless with genuine curiosity and care.
But if they stare occasionally is understandable imo.

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

My genuine expression when coming back from the bathroom having just purged (vom) and friends and people worry about me having just cried, asking me why and comforting me.
Since they do not guess it right I guess I'll just play along but... 🫪

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

soap just makes me feel nauseous if I ingest it or have it in my mouth, anyone else uses this kind of ways to suppress appetite/hunger ??
#edtwt

[Sam(⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) shtwt & edtwt || 19y/o @Sam_ratri]

@Selyvyn thank you sweetheart, but I was bmi 26 so the overweight range was the scariest thing for me, but thank you really, good luck on your journey, it's not easy for anybody so make sure to be kind to yourself.