I cant bring myself to do anything and even if I do to start smth I just drop it and never finish. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before and it feels pretty fucking awful. Sometimes I cant control myself and in evenings I even end up crying...
TThere is not one single celebrity that I would approach in public or go to a meet up for. It is so insanely cringe to up to someone for a picture. Go up and say hi I guess but a picture is bonkersaking a photo with any celebrity is wierd