There are few things more devastating than a crisis of faith and a crisis of mental health. One takes away your foundation, the other throws you in the deep end. I've been trying to fix both, but God showed me He is building my foundation and raising me up.
@trad_poet Very true. The movies really were a success, it's just harder to see from the perspective of a rabid Tolkien reader, which I will freely acknowledge.
You can be accepting of your circumstances without giving into despair. It can only be done, however, when you are honest with yourself in a spirit of humility and trust in God's plan for you
I used to call myself a failure.
And let's not sugarcoat it. I wasted my time yesterday evening. It would have been healthier to read a book or take a nap.
But you know what I've learned?
I AM NOT DEFINED BY NIGHTS LIKE THESE.
I used to call these nights a failure.
Had a really good day today. Started the morning with worship, went through my tasks without feeling stressed.
Then I got home, scrolled for a couple hours, and am just about to eat takeout.
But I am not a failure.
I have big goals: become a bestselling author (and maybe someday a big name in fantasy/science fiction). But if my books don't sell or if I never even get published, have I failed? To reach my goal, perhaps, but my life's purpose should be to serve God.
@LOTR_Daily_ Not to say, of course, that Tolkien hasn't been commercialized for a while already. But even if I don't think the films were great book adaptions, I do think they were beautiful movies and a brilliant quality effort. After that, though. . . we all saw what happened to The Hobbit.
@LOTR_Daily_ I don't know for sure, but Hunt for Gollum and the Stephen Colbert movie have me worried. That's not even getting into RoP (leaving the anime out of this because I haven't seen it). We're seeing the commercialization of Tolkien, in my opinion.