La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️

Manifesting all things I deserve • QUEEN • Living a soft life • PBWA •

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I’m literally depleted. Like…completely.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I have to stop with the expectations. Truly I do. It’s like asking someone to play an instrument & they can’t read music.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I get real stupid behind my feelings and I’m extremely unapologetic about it.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

In 3 months our baby will be 1. I N S A N E. Time has flown. Next year will be 5 years of marriage. C R A Z Y.

Life is really beautiful.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I be for real anxious…

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I don’t want my baby to be lonely. At the same time, it’s a lot to navigate trying to get pregnant without a kid. At least for my lifestyle. Crazy thing is I have no desire to be pregnant again, but him having someone to grow up with matters more to me.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

BEST Valentine’s Day…EVER!

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Been up since 5a. You think I’ve done a single thing I wanted to do today? No.

Mind you I only wanted to do 2 things…

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Always sacrificing.
Always compromising.
Always showing up.
Always being considerate.

I’m tired.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

In other news, I don’t want to work full time any more.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I feel like I’ve lost my personality.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Baby, I’m sleepy

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

I read something that said, “lower expectations - aggressively”, and I’m going to take heed. I just need to figure out how.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

No rest for the weary.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Sometimes you just have to tell yourself, “Noted”, and carry on accordingly.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Now I gotta cut my daddy off… smh.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

When did being alone come with specific requirements?

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

This damn dog done got stressed and threw up while I was trying to lotion my baby down. Done threw out bath routine off. It was going so well.

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Lord, I’m stressed

[La Jefa 💫💋👰🏽‍♀️ @Say_El_Lay]

Having a baby is not for the selfish. In any aspect…