Mental health blog

Recently diagnosed with BPD and struggling. Venting my feelings/thoughts/emotional flare-ups

Male - he/him - Liverpool

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

@watchdogsgame so what's the solution for Xbox One players now? This is becoming ridiculous, the crashing is constant. May as well have called your game Burnout 2 with their crash mode! #WatchDogsLegion #Watchdogscrash

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

Work now know about the BPD and I've been sent home with pay until occupational health can speak to me. God I'm petrified I'm losing my job because of this. 😭 #BPD #badday #borderline

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

One must achieve the wise mind to comprehend the emotional and logical minds without self destruction. #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

#BPD - Have I had this all of my life? If not, when did it begin and why has my taken so long to be diagnosed?

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

Am I an adrenaline junky or is it me emotionally lashing out? #BPD

[Sky @BPD_confessions]

I thought all this pain and emotional suffering would be ok because i would eventually find my place in this world or bring some positive change or do something significantly good.
But no, its just me and pain - its so pointless. Why am I even here?
#BPD #depression

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

#BPD - Being happy as anything, laughing with your dad whilst in the car at 10.30am and by mid day wanting to end it. #scared #fear #help #helpme

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

I was diagnosed with BPD some time last week and since then it feels like my life is falling apart. So much is coming to light. So much is being thought about and I'm drained. I'm empty. I'm scared. #mentalhealth #bpd #diagnosis #scared #dontknowwheretoturn

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

This is destroying me. I literally have feelings for about 4 people but I want a monogamous relationship. Someone help? Please #me #monogamy #poly #Polyamorous #feelings

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

Literally just sat here wanting to cry. I've got nothing left to give #IGiveUp

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

This is my problem. 10 minutes ago, I felt fine. Now all I want to do is curl up and cry because I feel awful. #mentalhealth #struggling

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

They've both been dispatched of now. Time to sort things out and grow. #mentalhealth

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

One big joke I am, absolutely pathetic human being. Ended up in the hospital because I got suicidal. Well done me! #me #selfhate #counselling #forthemillionthtime

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

It's not normal that I can go from being happy at let's say 4pm and then by 6pm I'm thinking of the end. Two hours is a long time as well, sometimes it's instant #mentalhealth #problems #helpme

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

Whenever I look in the mirror I want to cut all of my fat off, regardless of the consequences, people don't seem to understand what that means #fat #ugly #selfhate #bodyproblems

[Mental health blog @ScouseBPD]

Fed up of my head. I told someone that meant the world to me to forget about me because my mental health took over. I've lost potentially the best thing for me.
#strawthatbrokecamelsback #mentalhealth #depression