Breathe. Breathe & be patient w/ yourself & your process. You're doing the best you can to cope & survive amid your struggles #DaniellKoepke
Once you, as a creator, take in commissions, you're exposing what's most likely your weakest link: Marketing and business, something that's almost never taught in any creative school.
In 2016, I got 1 creative commission. I average about 30 a year now. Here's a thread on how: