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👼🏻Bentley Johnathan Belanger 👼🏻☁️07.11.19✨08.31.19 ☁️ mommy to an angel baby up above 💙

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

When you loose a child you loose the biggest part of yourself. Your heart. Your soul. Your hope. But then one day you realize you have to try for them, not give up because you don’t have them.

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Everyone says “raising kids takes a village” … well where is mine?! It makes me sad for piper when family members go see everyone else but not her and I, but she has me and her dad and sister, I just wish people wanted to see us too.

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

So I’ve come to the conclusion that once you’re a parent, absolutely no one cares about your birthday lol I mean it is what it is but it would be nice to just go to dinner… 25 in 6 days and I’m over it.

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Love my cats but if they wake up P one more time I’m going to loose my shit

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

I miss having a social life but I love being a mom is there a way to have both?

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

I so badly want to go out and see people but I also just want to hide in my house because of how insecure and shitty I feel about myself … weight gain is fun 🙃

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Telling my stepdaughter that her brother is in heaven and her asking “when is he coming back”, truly TRULY breaks my heart... I wish I could, how do you explain this to a child with so many questions?!

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

@geminiiibaby @branchiee This bitch makes BOMB mashed potato’s 😂 amber just bring the gravy 😂😂😂

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

@branchiee @geminiiibaby Yes! It’s a bit late thanksgiving was like 2 months ago but bitch LETS DO IT

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

@xox_chlo Literally me and Milo 😂😂

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

@xox_chlo

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

@xox_chlo It depends on the babe, the only way Bentley would sleep was with us... and not all cosleeping ends in a horror story... When I was a baby my parents coslept with me, Brett Coslept with kinsley... doesn’t always end badly...

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Feeling alone when you have support is confusing and I’m really god damn sick of being so emotionally complicated.

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

My mother in law swears that she has a 6th sense and I don’t even care if you guys think that shit isn’t real, she’s told me things about Bentley being with us and it’s crazy and makes me happy 💛💛 I know me boy is with me and he’s just like his daddy

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Someone go to the BLM PROTEST WITH ME IN LITTLE LAKE at 5!!!

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Today I take a step I’ve wanted to take forever... so excited for what the future holds 💙🌸

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

It was sooooo easy for me to get pregnant with Bentley and even easy when I got pregnant before my miscarriage but like why does it feel like it’s impossible to get pregnant when I want it so bad :( just isn’t fair some days...

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

I just want a day where I don’t have a moment of feeling like life is impossible, I just want a day to be fully free of anxietyyyyy

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

Ok I’m glad and greatful to have a job and be going back to work soon but my back to work anxiety is to high like 🙃🙃🙃 TF IS WRONG WITH MEEE

[🧸𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚋🧸 @Sh3lb_YT]

I’m sorry but 45 minutes for a fucking cab that we were told had no wait? Great service ... bullshit