Ymerii ☁

Chronically online but never online ▸ digital diary ↦ edrtwt... Ifb!!
「If you expect nothing from somebody you are never disappointed」 — Sylvia Plath

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Yume's Intro.・゜・🪻!!!

⚘ 157cm | sw: 69.5; gw: 55
⚘ ENG | ARA
⚘ 2nd dan Kickboxing | + Kung fu
⚘ multi-fandom + bookworm

new to #edtwt but not to ed

Ifb!!! ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡ but beware I'm akward

[juno @velvetr1ng]

how it feels to go from locked in asf restricting to binging

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Literally look twice as big as I actually am and takes triple the effort to lose weight

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Being short is not for the weak (or fat💔)

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Being short is not for the weak (or fat💔)

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Convo with me and a insta oomf abt my schedule

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

I wish being queer wasn't so hard

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

if i date him, i betray myself. if i love her, i betray everyone around me.

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Seeing ppl complain about being bmi <19 while I yearn to reach 20

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

When I was 13-14 a girl who was previously in the same kindergarten as me followed me on insta, and she was everything I wanted to be and that's when I first started week long fasts... Anyways I just saw her post again after a couple of years and I'm gonna kms

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

One time I tried to reach out for help, then my friend texted me on how they overate and were gonna gain sm weight

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

I did my best and I'm still fat

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

@GimmickBasement This happened to me too so I ended up using the web version instead, so much better lwk

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

I'm a bad person and I need to kms. I'm a bad person and I can't continue existing. I'm a bad person.

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Lord I'm so corny

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

Maybe starving has the same effects

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

My deepest darkest fantasy is someone holding me while I sob

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

My deepest darkest fantasy is someone holding me while I sob

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

This seasons depression is so odd... It's like, less explosive and more dull??? If that makes sense

[chu 🫗 (-25kg) @tdwder]

how to remain a straight A student while socialising and starving and restricting and getting my steps in and drinking a ton of water and getting enough sleep and cutting out sugar and

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

I wish I was as fit as a gym bro

[🪽 @nymphejpg]

hello #edrtwt i made a quiz!!! it's my first quiz like ever so might not be super accurate butttt i hope it's fun :)
https://t.co/LG6fMkTL3q

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

I'm under so much pressure. Everything has a deadline and I have not enough time or motivation. So many ppl expect so much of me

[Ymerii ☁ @Shijimeii_]

It's probably just pms speaking. But I can't do this anymore