the thought of dazai being really dependent on alcohol but also being a high-functioning alcoholic so nobody really notices fills me with a nonspecific kind of sadness
asagiri i don't usually ask a lot from you, but if you can i really want a light novel about the world were dazai take chuuya with him to the ada, that's what i desire the most 🥹🙏🏻🙏🏻
#yep dazai would def throw away his life for the sake of ada. not only do they 'keep a roof over' his head (+ could mean they feel like home) but this is also the place of light where he and others are allowed to have second chances in & will continue to. its def worth it to him.
i hope if the anime ever decide to adapt this chapter, they do a really epic magical transformation with the music and everything, i know it's a lot to ask from bones but i can still dream okay