yet on the outside no one will see it. no one will know i’m dying inside but me. it’s a cruel world to live in sometimes. to be grieving and trying to live as the world keeps turning is so so cruel.
grief is so weird. i’m in the middle of training someone on my team on a task and notice the actual date is 5 months exactly since my mom died and now im like just pummeled with it. 5 excruciating months without my mom. this is all ill have running through my mind today….
today was hard, i really miss my mom. however a dear friend of mine had a baby! a perfect baby boy came into the world today! a new life began! i can’t wait to love on him the way my mom taught me to love on people. there was no one better at spreading light and love than her.
does anyone else make themselves cry by having fake conversations outloud to themselves about things going on in their life or is that just my special brand of mental illness?
so i’ve learned apparently i’ve been harboring an insane amount of anger for most of my life? and today i actually named it in therapy it was kinda wild.
i miss my mom so much today. its taking everything in me to move, work, think or just function. i just want to see her, talk to her and hug her. i’d give pretty much anything for that. this is so hard
As a member of the Senate Judiciary Committee, Harris grilled Brett Kavanaugh during his confirmation hearing on abortion and precedent, asking him this iconic question: “Can you think of any laws that give the government the power to make decisions about the male body?”
Amazon may be a $2 trillion corporation. Its owner, Jeff Bezos, may be worth $215 billion. But that does not give them the right to put their $36 billion in annual profits ahead of the health and safety of their workers. This type of corporate greed must end.
my birth control is great until i get my period and i have one day of horrible cramps. like the price you pay as a women to not get pregnant is really fucked.