@YouTube@TeamYouTube yall been throwing me to departments and never helped getting my channels reinstated. How disappointing that small creators like myself don’t matter. Remember all huge creators started like us.
@YouTube@TeamYouTube@reneritchie
I just want to speak from my heart.
I’m not writing this using legal words or trying to argue with anyone. I’m coming to you as a person whose life has truly been affected by losing something that meant everything to her.
My channel, Profiles in Crime, was built by me, alone. Every script, every voiceover, every hour of research came from me. I spent countless nights learning about cases that people had forgotten because I wanted to tell those stories with care and respect.
Over 5,300 people chose to subscribe to my little channel. They didn’t know what I looked like. They only knew my calm voice. That meant the world to me.
I’m naturally an introvert, and I’ve struggled with depression for almost 15 years, especially after losing my dad. My mom kept encouraging me to use my soft voice and keep telling stories. She always told me not to compare my journey to big creators and to keep building my own community.
For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy.
My goal for 2026 wasn’t to become famous or make money. It was simply to grow my little channel and build a community that cared about the stories I shared.
Then on Saturday, June 13, 2026, I woke up to find my channel had been terminated for spam.
It honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
I kept asking myself, “Spam? What did I do?”
I followed the rules as best as I knew how. I even used Google Ads because I believed it was a safe way to grow my channel.
Later, I discovered that during a period when my channel wasn’t very active, someone I didn’t know had somehow gained access to my YouTube Studio and made themselves an administrator. They uploaded content that I never created and never approved.
When I found out, I removed that person’s access, cleaned everything up, and started uploading my own original work again. It was my “new year, new me.” I thought everything was finally back on track.
Then my channel disappeared.
Since that day, I honestly haven’t been the same.
People think losing a YouTube channel is just losing videos. For me, it wasn’t.
It was my safe place.
It was where I processed difficult stories and turned them into something meaningful. It gave me purpose. It gave me confidence. It made me feel like I mattered.
I’m not upset because of money. I wasn’t even making much from YouTube.
I’m heartbroken because you took away the one thing that truly brought me peace and happiness.
Since then, I haven’t been able to write the way I used to. I’ve struggled to create anything. I even tried to move on because I felt like maybe I was just another number in a huge system.
But I’m still here because I don’t want to give up on something that meant so much to me.
I’m not asking for special treatment.
I’m only asking for a real person to please look at my case.
Please look at the evidence.
Please look at what happened to my account.
Please see me as a hardworking person who has been through a lot and simply wants the chance to continue creating.
If there is anything on my channel that shouldn’t be there, I will gladly remove it. I will do whatever is needed to follow every rule.
I’m not asking for money.
I’m not asking for favors.
I’m simply asking to be treated like a human being.
Please give me the chance to have my little corner of YouTube back.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
@TeamYouTube@YouTube@YouTubeCreators@vidIQ@YouTube@TeamYouTube
I just want to speak from my heart.
I’m not writing this using legal words or trying to argue with anyone. I’m coming to you as a person whose life has truly been affected by losing something that meant everything to her.
My channel, Profiles in Crime, was built by me, alone. Every script, every voiceover, every hour of research came from me. I spent countless nights learning about cases that people had forgotten because I wanted to tell those stories with care and respect.
Over 5,300 people chose to subscribe to my little channel. They didn’t know what I looked like. They only knew my calm voice. That meant the world to me.
I’m naturally an introvert, and I’ve struggled with depression for almost 15 years, especially after losing my dad. My mom kept encouraging me to use my soft voice and keep telling stories. She always told me not to compare my journey to big creators and to keep building my own community.
For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy.
My goal for 2026 wasn’t to become famous or make money. It was simply to grow my little channel and build a community that cared about the stories I shared.
Then on Saturday, June 13, 2026, I woke up to find my channel had been terminated for spam.
It honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
I kept asking myself, “Spam? What did I do?”
I followed the rules as best as I knew how. I even used Google Ads because I believed it was a safe way to grow my channel.
Later, I discovered that during a period when my channel wasn’t very active, someone I didn’t know had somehow gained access to my YouTube Studio and made themselves an administrator. They uploaded content that I never created and never approved.
When I found out, I removed that person’s access, cleaned everything up, and started uploading my own original work again. It was my “new year, new me.” I thought everything was finally back on track.
Then my channel disappeared.
Since that day, I honestly haven’t been the same.
People think losing a YouTube channel is just losing videos. For me, it wasn’t.
It was my safe place.
It was where I processed difficult stories and turned them into something meaningful. It gave me purpose. It gave me confidence. It made me feel like I mattered.
I’m not upset because of money. I wasn’t even making much from YouTube.
I’m heartbroken because you took away the one thing that truly brought me peace and happiness.
Since then, I haven’t been able to write the way I used to. I’ve struggled to create anything. I even tried to move on because I felt like maybe I was just another number in a huge system.
But I’m still here because I don’t want to give up on something that meant so much to me.
I’m not asking for special treatment.
I’m only asking for a real person to please look at my case.
Please look at the evidence.
Please look at what happened to my account.
Please see me as a hardworking person who has been through a lot and simply wants the chance to continue creating.
If there is anything on my channel that shouldn’t be there, I will gladly remove it. I will do whatever is needed to follow every rule.
I’m not asking for money.
I’m not asking for favors.
I’m simply asking to be treated like a human being.
Please give me the chance to have my little corner of YouTube back.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
@TeamYouTube@YouTube@YouTubeCreators@vidIQ@YouTube@TeamYouTube
I just want to speak from my heart.
I’m not writing this using legal words or trying to argue with anyone. I’m coming to you as a person whose life has truly been affected by losing something that meant everything to her.
My channel, Profiles in Crime, was built by me, alone. Every script, every voiceover, every hour of research came from me. I spent countless nights learning about cases that people had forgotten because I wanted to tell those stories with care and respect.
Over 5,300 people chose to subscribe to my little channel. They didn’t know what I looked like. They only knew my calm voice. That meant the world to me.
I’m naturally an introvert, and I’ve struggled with depression for almost 15 years, especially after losing my dad. My mom kept encouraging me to use my soft voice and keep telling stories. She always told me not to compare my journey to big creators and to keep building my own community.
For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy.
My goal for 2026 wasn’t to become famous or make money. It was simply to grow my little channel and build a community that cared about the stories I shared.
Then on Saturday, June 13, 2026, I woke up to find my channel had been terminated for spam.
It honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
I kept asking myself, “Spam? What did I do?”
I followed the rules as best as I knew how. I even used Google Ads because I believed it was a safe way to grow my channel.
Later, I discovered that during a period when my channel wasn’t very active, someone I didn’t know had somehow gained access to my YouTube Studio and made themselves an administrator. They uploaded content that I never created and never approved.
When I found out, I removed that person’s access, cleaned everything up, and started uploading my own original work again. It was my “new year, new me.” I thought everything was finally back on track.
Then my channel disappeared.
Since that day, I honestly haven’t been the same.
People think losing a YouTube channel is just losing videos. For me, it wasn’t.
It was my safe place.
It was where I processed difficult stories and turned them into something meaningful. It gave me purpose. It gave me confidence. It made me feel like I mattered.
I’m not upset because of money. I wasn’t even making much from YouTube.
I’m heartbroken because you took away the one thing that truly brought me peace and happiness.
Since then, I haven’t been able to write the way I used to. I’ve struggled to create anything. I even tried to move on because I felt like maybe I was just another number in a huge system.
But I’m still here because I don’t want to give up on something that meant so much to me.
I’m not asking for special treatment.
I’m only asking for a real person to please look at my case.
Please look at the evidence.
Please look at what happened to my account.
Please see me as a hardworking person who has been through a lot and simply wants the chance to continue creating.
If there is anything on my channel that shouldn’t be there, I will gladly remove it. I will do whatever is needed to follow every rule.
I’m not asking for money.
I’m not asking for favors.
I’m simply asking to be treated like a human being.
Please give me the chance to have my little corner of YouTube back.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
@YouTube@TeamYouTube@reneritchie
I just want to speak from my heart.
I’m not writing this using legal words or trying to argue with anyone. I’m coming to you as a person whose life has truly been affected by losing something that meant everything to her.
My channel, Profiles in Crime, was built by me, alone. Every script, every voiceover, every hour of research came from me. I spent countless nights learning about cases that people had forgotten because I wanted to tell those stories with care and respect.
Over 5,300 people chose to subscribe to my little channel. They didn’t know what I looked like. They only knew my calm voice. That meant the world to me.
I’m naturally an introvert, and I’ve struggled with depression for almost 15 years, especially after losing my dad. My mom kept encouraging me to use my soft voice and keep telling stories. She always told me not to compare my journey to big creators and to keep building my own community. And I was so content with my slow growth
For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy.
My goal for 2026 wasn’t to become famous or make money. It was simply to grow my little channel and build a community that cared about the stories I shared.
Then on Saturday, June 13, 2026, I woke up to find my channel had been terminated for spam.
It honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
I kept asking myself, “Spam? What did I do?”
I followed the rules as best as I knew how. I even used Google Ads because I believed it was a safe way to grow my channel.
Later, I discovered that during a period when my channel wasn’t very active, someone I didn’t know had somehow gained access to my YouTube Studio and made themselves an administrator. They uploaded content that I never created and never approved.
When I found out, I removed that person’s access, cleaned everything up, and started uploading my own original work again. It was my “new year, new me.” I thought everything was finally back on track.
Then my channel disappeared.
Since that day, I honestly haven’t been the same.
People think losing a YouTube channel is just losing videos. For me, it wasn’t.
It was my safe place.
It was where I processed difficult stories and turned them into something meaningful. It gave me purpose. It gave me confidence. It made me feel like I mattered.
I’m not upset because of money. I wasn’t even making much from YouTube.
I’m heartbroken because you took away the one thing that truly brought me peace and happiness.
Since then, I haven’t been able to write the way I used to. I’ve struggled to create anything. I even tried to move on because I felt like maybe I was just another number in a huge system.
But I’m still here because I don’t want to give up on something that meant so much to me.
I’m not asking for special treatment.
I’m only asking for a real person to please look at my case.
Please look at the evidence.
Please look at what happened to my account.
Please see me as a hardworking person who has been through a lot and simply wants the chance to continue creating.
If there is anything on my channel that shouldn’t be there, I will gladly remove it. I will do whatever is needed to follow every rule.
I’m not asking for money.
I’m not asking for favors.
I’m simply asking to be treated like a human being. Give me a chance to fix whatever caused all of this
Please give me the chance to have my little corner of YouTube back.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
@YouTube@TeamYouTube@reneritchie
I just want to speak from my heart.
I’m not writing this using legal words or trying to argue with anyone. I’m coming to you as a person whose life has truly been affected by losing something that meant everything to her.
My channel, Profiles in Crime, was built by me, alone. Every script, every voiceover, every hour of research came from me. I spent countless nights learning about cases that people had forgotten because I wanted to tell those stories with care and respect.
Over 5,300 people chose to subscribe to my little channel. They didn’t know what I looked like. They only knew my calm voice. That meant the world to me.
I’m naturally an introvert, and I’ve struggled with depression for almost 15 years, especially after losing my dad. My mom kept encouraging me to use my soft voice and keep telling stories. She always told me not to compare my journey to big creators and to keep building my own community. And I was so content with my slow growth
For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy.
My goal for 2026 wasn’t to become famous or make money. It was simply to grow my little channel and build a community that cared about the stories I shared.
Then on Saturday, June 13, 2026, I woke up to find my channel had been terminated for spam.
It honestly felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
I kept asking myself, “Spam? What did I do?”
I followed the rules as best as I knew how. I even used Google Ads because I believed it was a safe way to grow my channel.
Later, I discovered that during a period when my channel wasn’t very active, someone I didn’t know had somehow gained access to my YouTube Studio and made themselves an administrator. They uploaded content that I never created and never approved.
When I found out, I removed that person’s access, cleaned everything up, and started uploading my own original work again. It was my “new year, new me.” I thought everything was finally back on track.
Then my channel disappeared.
Since that day, I honestly haven’t been the same.
People think losing a YouTube channel is just losing videos. For me, it wasn’t.
It was my safe place.
It was where I processed difficult stories and turned them into something meaningful. It gave me purpose. It gave me confidence. It made me feel like I mattered.
I’m not upset because of money. I wasn’t even making much from YouTube.
I’m heartbroken because you took away the one thing that truly brought me peace and happiness.
Since then, I haven’t been able to write the way I used to. I’ve struggled to create anything. I even tried to move on because I felt like maybe I was just another number in a huge system.
But I’m still here because I don’t want to give up on something that meant so much to me.
I’m not asking for special treatment.
I’m only asking for a real person to please look at my case.
Please look at the evidence.
Please look at what happened to my account.
Please see me as a hardworking person who has been through a lot and simply wants the chance to continue creating.
If there is anything on my channel that shouldn’t be there, I will gladly remove it. I will do whatever is needed to follow every rule.
I’m not asking for money.
I’m not asking for favors.
I’m simply asking to be treated like a human being. Give me a chance to fix whatever caused all of this
Please give me the chance to have my little corner of YouTube back.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Hello @TeamYouTube,
Just following up on my case regarding the termination of my channel "Junko Delivery."
I was informed that my case would be passed along for review. I would appreciate any update when available.
Thank you for your time.
@TeamYouTube@YouTube@reneritchie I need to be honest about what this channel meant to me. Profiles in Crime was built alone: every script, every voiceover, every hour of research into cases the world had forgotten. 5,300+ people trusted me to tell those stories with care.
It was terminated due to spam and I was going insane trying to see what do you mean? I’ve done things by the book. and for some time during a dormant stretch a period I later discovered someone (some random name email has access to my studio and made themselves admin) I was able to resolve this on my own and that someone else had unauthorized access to my account, uploading content I never made or approved (Case #8-1940000041667). And I started cleaning it up and uploading my hard work. Then I wake up on Saturday 06/13/2026 to a news that felt like a punch in the gut and I’ll be lying if I said I’m ok. I’m not ok I’m far from ok
Since then, I haven’t been able to write. The channel wasn’t just content, it was the place I processed hard stories and turned them into something meaningful. Losing it without a real explanation or refusing to give me a chance to fix and present my amazing work hurts so bad. It’s not about the money for me I wasn’t even making anything it’s about the therapeutic aspect of it about the sense of being that brought to my life and the fact that you removed me like that has made it hard to create anything at all.
I’m not asking for a shortcut I’m asking for a real person to actually look at the evidence. and look at me as a hard working person who’s life been handing her lemons. So please I’m asking you all to reinstate me and I’ll remove everything that may remotely be unacceptable. Heck let me start over and rebuild I don’t care just don’t ban me from the one platform that I deeply respect and grew up dreaming of having the courage to be part of. Please @TeamYouTube reinstate my channels and I’ll start from scratch to prove to you money and being monetized isn’t what’s making me deeply sad. I just need one chance
@TeamYouTube@YouTube@reneritchie I need to be honest about what this channel meant to me. Profiles in Crime was built alone: every script, every voiceover, every hour of research into cases the world had forgotten. 5,300+ people trusted me to tell those stories with care.
It was terminated due to spam and I was going insane trying to see what do you mean? I’ve done things by the book. and for some time during a dormant stretch a period I later discovered someone (some random name email has access to my studio and made themselves admin) I was able to resolve this on my own and that someone else had unauthorized access to my account, uploading content I never made or approved (Case #8-1940000041667). And I started cleaning it up and uploading my hard work. Then I wake up on Saturday 06/13/2026 to a news that felt like a punch in the gut and I’ll be lying if I said I’m ok. I’m not ok I’m far from ok
Since then, I haven’t been able to write. The channel wasn’t just content, it was the place I processed hard stories and turned them into something meaningful. Losing it without a real explanation or refusing to give me a chance to fix and present my amazing work hurts so bad. It’s not about the money for me I wasn’t even making anything it’s about the therapeutic aspect of it about the sense of being that brought to my life and the fact that you removed me like that has made it hard to create anything at all.
I’m not asking for a shortcut I’m asking for a real person to actually look at the evidence. and look at me as a hard working person who’s life been handing her lemons. So please I’m asking you all to reinstate me and I’ll remove everything that may remotely be unacceptable. Heck let me start over and rebuild I don’t care just don’t ban me from the one platform that I deeply respect and grew up dreaming of having the courage to be part of. Please @TeamYouTube reinstate my channels and I’ll start from scratch to prove to you money and being monetized isn’t what’s making me deeply sad. I just need one chance