I got sent a letter in the mail. Telling me my weight and bmi of both my ed appointments.
And then telling me what weight I MUST be for any type of admission.
How fucked how is that...
Speed running to 36.5kg
Had someone go put of their way to tell me they're changing their ugw so they can be smaller...
She's 230+lbs and like bmi 40.
Why dont people understand how dangerous saying stuff like that is so someone of a lower weight.(or in general)
So now my ugw is literally I'll be dead.
@pinkcorpsebride I waiting six months for an appointment. If I was 80lbs I would of been seen the week after. But I was 114lbs. My body is destroyed and I have to wait 6-18 months to be seen. Ed clinics are a fucking joke
The ONLY thing I want.
Is it die.
I'm so miserable.
And I'm sick of being fully dependent of substances.
And then when anything ducks with my plans I wanna end my life.
WHYYYYYYYY
FUCKING WHYYYYY
@taradiaries People on Twitter just want to say shit.
afew years ago autism became a trend.
last year ADHD became a trend.
This year, bpd .
Now. Everyoneeee has them.
And people on twt think "I have intrusive thoughts, clean. and ed mental compulsions so I'm so ocd"
It's so annoying
@fallrexic most "recovered " people dont actually recover. They just become obsessed with people thinking they are that eventually convince themselves they're recovering.
Then still follows a diet, low calorie foods. Calorie tracking.And bcs.
Most recovery accounts are liars or delusional