My vape addiction is so fucking dumb because half the time I’m not even craving the nic I’m just mindlessly soothing my oral fixation with 1000 Bad chemicals into my lungs
honestly i'm not that upset all i think about is my ed now because it barely leaves any room for the feelings of abandonment and loneliness to take over my brain
@dietlyxa Aaaa tyy!! Cause it comes at the most random moments 😭 at first i thought it might be due to using a lot if muscle in my hands but that wouldn’t add up
Anyone else’s hands just randomly get insanely blue and veiny?? Is this something i should worry about?! The camera barely picks up how horrible it looks irl
I keep telling myself im gonna up my intake a little „the next day“ cause im plateauing so bad all of October and idk what else to do atp but then tomorrow comes and i get too scared and put it off another day 🤡🤡