I don’t think people understand just how deeply emotional happiness is connected to women / the feminine
From being birthed by a woman to being loved and taken care of by one.
There is no possible way you could live a joyful life if you’ve been evil to women. Your own misery will eat you up. Women have a direct line with God.
Earth signs
Someone around you hasn't had the best intentions and may have been feeding off your time, attention, or energy. You're starting to see their true motives for what they are. The interesting part is that your energy is heavily protected, so anything they tried to send your way won't stick. Instead, their actions are likely to come back around on them in a major way.
If you have the Nodes or Mars in the 1st/7th house and you keep attracting needy partners, get a pet.
They teach your nervous system what healthy attachment, care, boundaries, and daily devotion actually feel like.