I’ve been clean for like a year I just relapsed but I don’t fucking know why. I haven’t felt much recently except for happy. I’m not even homesick yet. This was so random. What the fuck is wrong with me why can I not just fucking move on. I don’t fucking understand.
No matter how balls deep in my E |) I am I will never:
- encourage people to get worse/ not recover
- eat porridge with water (not sorry)
- refuse something that somebody has already spent time and effort making
- count when dr1nk1ng (v0dk4 is like so much Idgas I'll chug it)
Holy shit I’ve just logged back in to this account after like a year. I came off of twt to recover, and I’m so much happier, healthier, more confident, stronger and I can think clearly. Guys I PROMISE you with my entire heart, recovery is worth it.
@trainwreckxic Better to be safe than sorry. You’re right, it could be nothing - but if you don’t get it checked and then it is something it could be a sign of something worse <3
reminder that the amount of c@ls you eat doesn’t define you. you are valid no matter your weight, intake, habits, steps, hospital admissions, symptoms, etc. eds effect everyone differently, and we should all try and keep that in mind even if it’s hard <3 ily all, you are valid!💗
@trainwreckxic Can’t put on weight, but he also has a heart condition. It could be from a very low bmi but it could also be heart issues related to an Ed. Stay safe!
@trainwreckxic Hi lovely, don’t panic is my immediate advice. Go to see a doctor as soon as possible, call 999 / 911 if you start to feel palpitations, faint, start loosing blood etc, but definitely go see a doctor. My brother actually has this. He’s bmi 16 due to a medical condition where he -