I'm Somnia, a dream data fox vtuber! Just let me scrape your data, ok?
I like to play a variety of games, but my favorites are horror games, TFT, and Yakuza.
I stream on TUES, THUR-SAT on Twitch and Youtube
Links: https://t.co/tsWITDdKBG
General #SomniaVT 📊🦊
Art #SomniARTVT
6 years of vtubing is a really long time... And I've been struggling to really find the words that I want to say. I feel like I've kinda been through hell and back with a lot of things, and it feels a bit surprising that I'm still here.
I genuinely love streaming so much. In the past I've had some really bad imposter syndrome... and I honestly still get like that sometimes! But there are some people who have really kept me grounded when I feel doubtful. I want to thank some people now..!
I think a lot of the 2020 vtubers will agree with me when I say all of the holoMyth girls kind of inspired us. I had so much fun watching Amelia Watson that I REALLYYY wanted to try becoming a vtuber..! I will always be very thankful to her for inspiring me in the first place. I would not be here without her!
Almost 3 years ago, when I was just a lonely girl streaming TFT every day, someone new raided my stream while I was doing something really weird... I yelled out "IM NORMAL IM NORMAL!" It was like... not a very good first impression... But for some reason, this girl kept coming back and coming back, and I didn't know what to do..! I'm really not used to people wanting to befriend me! But Loavso wanted to play games together and hang out, and the rest is history. Loav is my best friend and we've been through so much together. I will always remember what she said to me when I was moping about not growing some years ago: She told me that I wasn't doing the things that I should be doing if I wanted to grow. I think someone else might have just pat me on the back and said "there there Nia, its okay!", but I do think I really needed to hear that. Recently I've been trying a lot harder to be the best Somnia that I can be, and I owe a lot of that to Loav! Thank you Loavso, I'm so lucky to have such a good best friend!
And now... I want to thank my oshi! I haven't had like, an OSHI in the traditional sense for a very long time... I've felt very detached from being a fan in general and so focused on my own life, but some months back I've rediscovered what it means to truly be a fan of someone and want to support them with everything! I feel like something I've lost along the way was a closeness with vtubing as a whole. And I think that, as a vtuber, if you aren't watching other vtubers, you might be missing out on a lot..! Whether it be motivation, inspiration, or something else, something is missing! Some months back, I started watching someone who has inspired me so so much... Pillowdear! I'm not a very confident person... I've had a lot of ideas fall through, a lot of dreams that I've pre-emptively shut down, and I've kept myself limited because I've felt like I'm not good enough... But you've spoken about that scary part between making something and then sharing it with others, and how hard it can be to get over that hurdle... and it really resonated with me. We all start somewhere, and nobody is just magically good at something. There will be so many scary moments before publishing something that I've worked on, there will be so much doubt in the process of making it, but it's important that I see it through. I've picked up drawing again, and I've been practicing fairly consistently. I'm drawing things for thumbnails, for here, and for fun... and I feel like I've been rekindling so many of my passions. For streaming, for drawing, and for vtubing. I mostly interact with my alt (im sorry im too shy to fangirl on main), and I've never been able to like really express my appreciation for the ways you've inspired me outside of little snippets and replies, and not in this way, so... from the bottom of my heart... Thank you for reminding me how fun life can be!
Last but not least, my Insomniacs... you guys know how I am, and you can probably guess that I've started crying by this point in the post..! Crybaby WAAA WAAA WAAA she's crying again! We've been through literally everything. Whether you were here 6 years ago to watch me jump around and go crazy in VR, you joined for the start of the TFT arc (or in the middle of it!), you saw me go through the Yakuza games, or if you've joined me recently... I appreciate you more than I can put into words. I've always been a weird girl! I say dumb things, I'm a big baby, and sometimes I get too silly... But I can always count on you guys to keep me company and to lift my spirits when things get rough. I've learned a lot about myself through our time together! I think I still am to this day... The most important thing, however, is just how much I love doing fun things with you. I don't think there's anything I want to do more than to hang out and to get better at things so I can make you guys smile!! I want to keep providing a space for you to laugh and have fun and smile!! I hope I can inspire you the way the others in my life have inspired me... I hope I can bring something positive to you. I want to keep hanging out forever, okay? Or at least as long as I can handle before I kick the bucket or whatever BLEHHH!!!
Ummm... I typed a lot... I'm sorry if it was way too much... If you read all of this then thank YOU too and I LOVE YOU! FOREVER! Here's to another year, and another year, and 5 years, and 10 years, and 100 years!!! 📊🦊
@I_took_loavso i love you so much loav thank you for always being there pushing for me... your honesty and kindness have kept me going more than you know ;__; 💚
@TaroChomps thank you for being my friend taro uwehhh im really so shy and bad at making friends im so happy you accepted my silly literal friend request ahhhh thank you so much ;; <3
i wanted to tell insomniacs that i wear vanilla + almond scented perfume!
just in case any of you wanted to snuggle something that smelled like me or whatever........ do with it what you will......... (,, ‸ ,, )
tonight at 6PM PT (in 2 hours!)
garten of banban 3 was one of the worst games i have ever played and im not very confident it will get better... but lets start the 4th game... "( – ⌓ – )
twitch: https://t.co/ktN2IWd0pJ
youtube: https://t.co/Sf4uMke2hw