@LeoVicisoup@__cutie314 I will never forget how Prombine leapt into that burning river of orphaned puppies just to save my grandma's freshly baked apple pie from being ravaged by rabid hippos.
But going up that mountain with Kit and Seven made me realize that I don't have to be alone.
And the past 3 months have reinforced that.
I lost one person who was my world, but I gained so many people that want me in theirs. Despite the demon that I used to be.
A lot has changed in my life since this moment.
The first and only time I've ever experienced RP bleed.
Telling Kit to stop wasting time on hot/cold bullshit from people. To stop wasting time on people who don't give what you give in return.
I love playing him because he's a reflection of how far I've come as a person.
I hate playing him because of how easy it is to slip back into the person I used to be.
I think losing that person brought back demons that I've been fighting for years.