@KEEMSTAR things ended up taking place that people will have to live with for the rest of their lives. Stop arguing over the age changing, if people didn’t speak up at the time and focus on finding someone who knows where AR is so he can get what he f* deserves
@KEEMSTAR men taking advantage of young impressionable girls who are just trying to impress the youtubers they enjoy watching. It’s wrong on so many levels. This has caused so much hurt for the girl involved and those who love her, really close friendships were broken apart and awful-
and I find myself crying over my other nan and my mum who are both very much alive but im grieving losing them in the future. The sight of my nan on the hospital bed is haunting me, she was basically asking and bones.
a few days ago my nan passed away. she took her last breath as we entered the room. I feel so numb during the day that I feel guilty as though im not more broke up about it but when I close my eyes to sleep I burst into tears, constantly replaying the car ride to the hospital -
and then I feel so drained after a video call with anybody. I want company but I want to be left alone during that. just to sit on the couch with my friends watching our favourite programmes. I dread the funeral, stressing about arguments that might break out