٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt |

| SW79kg CW49.8kg GW1| 60kg GW2 |50kg UGW46kg | Drug influenced weight loss Champion

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

edtwt intro again cuz i fucked up yay! fell back after years
diagnosed arfid, used to have a-ana probably ednos now
dni if under 16!!
just turned 18
recovering methamphetamine user lol
autism and bpd :)
nb transmasc trying 2 get testosterone
follow for mutuals :))!!

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

rlly need to try to get to a more hallucinogenic dose of ket but i rlly need to get pep beforehand, i need MY CHEAP HIgh i just want to experience proper ket high tho ….
just too embarrassed to text my guy weve had beef related to my DATING LIFE it’s so dumb

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt god i’m so jEALOUS </3 i hope it was fun!!!

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i’m so embarrassed of fucking up my ket tolerance ;; cant even get more despite having money and I NORMALLY JNKNOW NOT TO TAKE THE LINES MY FREINDS MAKE MY GODDD FOWKD

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holyyy shitttt i’m so embarrassed i stayed at my friends place for a whole week and we went on a bender …… did end up hitting my second goal weights through that
cant even show it off tho been picking at my skin too much ;;

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt ^_^

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feeling so so weird, stayed long enough at my friends apartment that they noticed how little i eat and have been starting to get rlly pushy abt it ;; i finally caved in, took these at bmi 21 ;; LOL ALSO POSGED THE SECOND ON INSGA BUT WASNT SURE IF ITS TOO BODy “CHECK”y

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@evoliqt mwah !!!! youre beautiful and gebuinely goals for me but i get how you feel and if there’s any way too make u feel more comfortable in urself i’ll try and help you achieve it!!!

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt UGH WE WENT SWIMMING TODAY TOO I FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE EVRHONE SAW ME AND NOW THEY UGHHDHWBDBSN.!,&&:!.

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@evoliqt also i LOVVVV THE SIDE PART!!! if ur annoyed by having to clip them away bc the bang part is a bit long i can help/give u hair scissors next time ^_^ it’s so cutesy

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt devious mention ….. i hope it wasn’t weird that there was some, rlly did not want to give you any sort of craving with it
HAVING RHW SAME PROBLEM W KET RN LMFAOOO I WANT SOME SO FUCKFOGNG. FVABDDDDD

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i want to scream i havent even been awake for two hours and i want to do ket so baddd i have so little of my g left tho anf i have a psych appointment in a few hours …

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt be safe please

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@evoliqt weird ass move :/ i hope ur doing good btw if you need anything dont be afraid to reach out !!

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@evoliqt i know it’s probably not ghe best to technically suggest another drug but Diphenhydramin is over the counter, should help with the itches and usually is slightly sedative so ?? might get you to stop actively scratching ?? idk :( i hope ur safe!

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@evoliqt if it’s too bad go get some anti histamines 🫶🫶 My dad used to use them against the itches from h!!

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@evoliqt i wish you so much luck :( i always just smoke weed when i cant stop thinking abt my cravings but i don’t think this’ll work here ;;

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt I’m really sorry you broke your streak, you seemed very happy about it :/ the added on pressure to stay clean for rehab seems awful, you can do ghis anyway tho!!!

[٩( ᐛ )و | drugtwt edtwt | @StarvingRodent]

@evoliqt ur so pretty U BETTER LOVE IT !!!

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@evoliqt UGH ITS SO CUTE u look so much more unicorn esque