✿ EVOLI’s diary ✿

19 rus/eng/ger | schizoaffective, bpd and ednos | #drugtwt #edtwt | real life unicorn 🦄✨|

[✿ EVOLI’s diary ✿ @evoliqt]

hi i would love to have more mooties……………
im 19, i mainly interact with edtwt and drugtwt, thats it, comment and ill follow ya back :3

#edtwt #drugtwt #moothunt

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guys i finally have speed again. im so back, was out all night the music was amazing

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@anahe1g no i dont wanna

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i haven’t posted a bc in ages but here we go.. im trying to get to my lw again, i was bmi 16ish, gonna speedrun this shit, again, i hate this cycle

edtwt bc bodycheck shedtwt bmi 16

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ive been with friends the past couple of days, and ive been eating, a lot. im scared to weigh myself.

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when i was rlly underweight my mother praised me and was jealous. i wanna get to a point that she starts to worry and actually acknowledges that i am sick.

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i feel so disgusting and huge

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whenever i eat a meal by myself i start to panic and go purge. cus if i dont see how much another person ate i cannot make sure my portion was smaller

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i will be visiting my mama in russia, im so scared to fly alone. im scared to see her, i barely have contact with her but i do wanna see my brother rlly badly

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@nocalstae same, thats why im so scared to go grocery shopping, because if i buy food that could last me a few days i end up eating it all at once.

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when a binge starts i start having the “well now it doesn’t matter if i eat even more i have already fucked up” 🕺🕺

pls tell me im not the only one edtwt

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i miss the person i couldve become if my mum didn’t give me an ed 😛

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confession..

whenever i gain i simply dont log it, its like it never actually happened 🕺

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@pastel_univers3 ADDED YA MWAH

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binging. at a friend’s while theyre gone. new low unlocked, i am so embarrassed

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@oswaldslunch so cute!! 🦄🥹

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wearing baggy clothes to hide my body just to end end up looking fatter than i actually am🤧

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@nocalstae im gonna kick his ass

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@nocalstae we should eat something together, and like spend time after that so we make sure neither of us purges .. if you’re up for that, id die for an actual meal but im terrified to do that alone.
i understand if that’s too scary, but i think it would be great for both of us🙏🫂

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i wanna buy food but its so scary

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@mangoed0212 OMGGGG PONYO AWWH

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@clstrfckk MEOW! added

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mooties reply here pls, im confused with all these ppl flwing me, ill add u to a list so i can interact more
🦄🦄🦄

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@StarvingRodent added ya!