Stephan's Memory

Bereaved father. On 8 September 2019 Stephan lost his life due to terminal depression. We miss our beautiful sensitive boy. Forever 24 years.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

4 years 💔

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

#childloss #loss #Grief #grievingparents

[MJM @MikeJMele]

Surviving suicide, or dying by it, isn’t a matter of strength, or lack thereof. It’s about carrying a burden, which over time & w/o help, will continue to grow, eventually crushing you. Survival comes from your ability to get help from within yourself or by outside means.

[john newton @john_newty6779]

They say grief comes in waves,today its a tidal wave .I just want my boy back😭

[Esther K Haddad @estherkhaddad]

#Mona Daniella 22nd Birthday.I would give my life for her to be alive, for one more hug.

#BreakTheStigma

#ChildLoss
#Grief
#BereavedParents
#MissYou
#LoveYouAlways
#SiblingLoss

[Sukhbir Singh @Sukhbir57066136]

Happy heavenly birthday Harshil..our only baby ..3 yrs without u 💔.. forever 13.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@MikeJMele Sorry to hear about your bad day. Your tweets mean a lot to many of us.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@MikeJMele Great analogy.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@SmithyJacq That is my question also. If I could remember the good times and seperate it from what happened later, I could perhaps enjoy them more.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

Baby photo of Stephan, one year old. He was so cute! How do you disconnect these happy times from the sadness and sorrow that followed 23 years later?
#SuicideAwareness #suicide #Grief #grievingparents #childloss

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

I cried because I couldn't change what happened. I cried because I miss him so much. I cried because I didn't know what to do to help him. It's been 3 years and seven months. Will it ever get easier? I am tired. My head hurts. #childloss #grievingparents #suicide

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

I am sitting outside in the dark. I lit a candle at the little memorial I made for Stephan. I started thinking about his life. How difficult it was to raise him. The issues he always seem to have. How I still feel that I wasn't equipped to raise him. Then I just sat here crying.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@MikeJMele And to recall the conversation afterwards and analyze what you said and how it could be interpreted.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@MikeJMele I do that all the time. But by the time I know what I want to say, they are already on a different subject. I have to really trust someone to relax and just talk.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@MikeJMele I am always reading your tweets. It helps me to try and understand how my son was feeling before he took his life 3 & half years ago.

[Scene & Herd @DogsontheRunDoc]

Today I heard a sad story of a suicide. Another suicide, another child that couldn't bear the pain anymore. How many stories of bullying, social media, peer pressure etc? Our lives are killing us.

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

Three years five months and sixteen days ago our journey began. Stephan we will miss you forever. #SuicideAwareness #suicide #Grief #grievingparents #childloss #loss

[Michael's Cat @michaelscat2]

Post the last photo of your cat. No cheating!

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

@michaelscat2 Looking majestic, sir Schalkie of Henley

[Stephan's Memory @StephanMemory]

#SuicideAwareness #suicide #Grief #grievingparents #childloss #loss