StevenSanDiego

Jesus First • Husband of 32 yrs • Dad to a great Son • Semi-retired • CCW Since '07 • Pro 1A-2A • Support LEO's & Military • Trump’24 • Battling Stage IV Cancer

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Well folks I’m gonna take a little break from Twitter/X. Last nights hospital visit didn’t turn out too well. Thank you for all the well wishes and prayers, it meant the world to see such support from people I’ve never met but who took the time share kind words.

My CT scan showed a mass which is potential cancer. They cut me loose from the ER, nothing they can do as I have to follow up with a gastroenterologist ASAP and then an oncologist I presume.

I’m broken and devastated as is my Wife and Son.

Much love to you all.🤍

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

You all are so amazing and so kind my husband had quite the following -that's very heart warming to me that he had this support I had no idea he had -thank you all for your huge kind hearts for him - I know it helped him through his short journey he had left here on earth 🐾🙏♥️

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@TPhilby007 I remember my husband talking about you I am so sorry -god bless you SJD your family / life is really so hard I wish the best for you🐾🙏❤️

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

This is Tami -Steve's wife -he passed on 11-06-24 and life has been extremely hard to just cope day by day for me and both of my sons -I really hate this new life but it's just what life has thrown at us and we have no choice just have to live it just have to live it raw 🙏💔🐾

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@ronald_tem62264 Yes no more pain or stress -I'm so glad he's at piece although I miss him more than I can express 🙏💔🐾

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Thank you for all your kind words I'm not familiar with the format posting on here -but if you would like to continue checking in -this is my IG I am on here daily ( pinkgirlsd) an account my husband set up for me years ago 💔🙏🐾

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@SanDiegoFreeman This is Buster visiting his dad in the hospital -he loved his daddy very much 🙏🐾❤️

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@Nicole94513389 I'm sorry pinkgirlsd on ig -or Tami Martin on FB -my hubby set these both up fot me years ago but I've never been a social media person that much so it's kinda new for me 🤪still learning

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@ChuckHaffner2 Thank you breaks and melts my heart he was my true rock all through our lives spent together 💔

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@OlFarnz Thank you 💔

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@Barbara43862273 It's a whole new life to have to swallow and learn to navigate -I do see many signs from him daily thank you for your blessing

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@cheryl_cunha You make me cry in the best way if that's possible out boat life was the best through out 34 years I miss that life with him so much I love the water life it's so peaceful - thank you for your blessing 🛥️��️💔🐾

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Hello All. I am posting on behalf of my father, my name is Spencer.

He is currently at home declining daily, we suspect any day now. Thank you all for your prayers throughout his journey.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

I'm alive.

I'll post tomorrow.

I was in the hospital 62 days.

Home now. I miss you all.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

I'M BACK ! Yes I am. Been the hospital.
Been in the hospital almost the last 30 days. It's been a journey. I'll provide all the details over the next couple of days. I'm still here trying to work my way out.
Operations infusions I've had it all promised I'll catch up in the next couple of days. I'm so sorry I haven't posted for so long. Please forgive me. God bless you all.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Aug 10 | 2024
Wow! Where did the last five days go? I am sorry guys. I'm having the hardest time keeping track of days and posting some days. I'm so medicated. I don't know what's going on. They are changing my meds so I don't get so out of it, but I've been in a daze for the last few days I guess. Going for some additional radiation on my leg on Monday, which is killing me having the worst pain x-ray show. The surgery was fine but the cancer in there is just not doing well. MRI of my brain was fine. I just can't remember what day it is sometimes and post. I'm OK I'm hanging in there when my heads clear. I'll post tomorrow and give a proper update. God bless you all. I love you for your concern and pray.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Aug 5 | 2024
Although I went to sleep needing 5 doses of dilauded I woke up in horrible leg pain. Got to get it under control. Everything else seems under control. Had a special visitor day.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Aug 4 | 2024
Had a good nights rest considering had another round of chemo last night. Woke up with a sore shoulder so I probably slept wrong so I'm hoping tomorrow it's better enough to support and bear weight on the walker for exercise for the leg.

The Mrs. came to see me this am she's so sad about the small cell carcinoma news and being alone. She's struggling after 33 years of us waking up together that I'm not there. I love and miss her so much🤍.

Working on a breathing machine since I can't walk too much today (my idea) cause I know keeping good deep breath in the lungs avoids hospital pneumonia.

Last round of chemo tonight but being back on the 40mg of cymbalta and the sublingual med (I can't pronounce) is really making a difference. Onc my BM hits today/tonight, I'll being doing much better. Once again UCSD is taking great care of me. I couldn't ask for any better treatment.

They've ordered an MRI of my brain (scary) to make sure the cancer hasn't traveled there so I'm just waiting for their call.

Other than this I'm hanging in there. Plan is to get the pain managed off the IV, go home and do the immunotherapy portion which is outpatient only.

I'll keep you all posted. God bless you all for the continued follow I love you all for the support.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Aug 3 | 2024
I think I lost track of days. All these meds and hospital stays will do that to you. Yesterday I had radiation and two bags of chemo, I was spent. Only one bag going right now, they give it to me at night.

I slept most of the day today. For those of you who didn't catch my pre previous post my cancer went from bad to worse. I now have small cell carcinoma. Thus, no clinical trial and some chemo and immunotherapy instead.

Have to pray this work as my options are running out.

Trying to stay strong. Love you all for support and prayers!.🙏🤍

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Day 209 | 2024
Been falling massively behind since I've been in the hospital dealing with imaging tests, moving rooms, other treatments. I will catch everyone up today with the proper post. My apologies again for falling behind and keeping everybody in the loop. Have a great Saturday.

[StevenSanDiego @StevenMSanDiego]

Met with palliative care team this afternoon. New meds coming on board. Hopefully this does the trick.