Truth Seeker - ISFP

I want to live my #truth & #feel a sense of #belonging.
I'm here to express myself & get followers who can relate. #Enneagram4 (Individualist) Look it up.
#ISFP

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@Marzzzzzy Oh my god, these are gorgeous paintings 😍😍. You definitely should try it. It looks really interesting.

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@cassieerosman No worries.

[Truth Seeker - ISFP @TS_Questioner]

Once you say it it's no longer yours.
I regret telling people at work about my art and wish to undo that. I'm in the process of figuring that out. I even made a new anonymous Instagram account to start over. I think about telling people I lost interest in my art.

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I don't wanna rely on others to make me feel what I wanna feel. If I wanna be happy, proud, or sad about something, I want to give myself #permission to feel that. I should be the one who decides how I wanna #feel about something. I should be in control.
#ISFP #emotions #feelings

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@cassieerosman I wonder what kind of peace of mind they have?! I can't embrace the mystery of the future. I think almost about everything. I'm a detail-oriented person.

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@cassieerosman It IS scary. For me, what can scare me the most is how much I might suffer mentally and emotionally. That fear hold me back for years to apply for any job cause I knew that I will lose a lot of freedom and I wasn't willing to do that but life forced me to make the decision.

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@Schmittastic I'm actually subscribed to you there.

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I'm sick and tired of the mindset I've always lived by which is the mindset of a weak person who always worries and wishes to escape reality and run away rather than #confront and fight. I want to have a #warrior #mindset instead as my default and quit trying to escape reality.

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Wish they can stop making new services at work and settle with certain ones for a while. It's tiring having to keep learning new things. I've been looking forward to get to a point where there's no more new things to learn how to do.
#isfp

[Ryan Holiday @RyanHoliday]

"Nothing taught by force stays in the soul." Plato

[Truth Seeker - ISFP @TS_Questioner]

I feel... #broken by #reality. I know that people have it worse. But knowing that doesn't make me feel better. I'm gonna try and #journal today before I sleep and practice some #gratitude. Maybe that will help me wake up ready to face the world.
Fucking reality.
#ISFP #depression

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I can't express how #desperate I am to #disappear or run away from my life and everything that's weighing me down. This is so #frustrating. I feel so much #anger and #frustration. I wanna #rage.
#depression

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God. This #sucks. I'm #depressed. It's speechless. I don't even know how to talk about it, how to express it on paper, and even if I try to write about it, it feels heavy. I hope I can manage to get out of this place.
#depression #suffocating #ISFP

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I feel like I'd love to have an account on some social website that's not Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, or whatever, and I want it to feel different. So different that it makes me feel like I'm home or in a different world or something.
#ISFP

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@chachinim Depressed. Trying to feel better by drawing and doing anything else that can help. I read a quote in a game that says "surviving isn't living". That's how my life has been for the last I don't know how many years. Trying to survive society's rules and everything similar.

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It's become a thing for me to go to the toilet to take a break from work for a few minutes without having my boss ordering me to do anything.
Sometimes it's a nightmare here at work, sometimes it's a normal day. I hate that. I came here to #rant about this to feel better.
#ISFP

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I change my breakfast every day cause every new breakfast I lose my appetite for the next day. I change the songs I listen to, the games I play, the things I watch. All for the sake of feeling better and fresh I guess. That's how much I'm #depressed. I feel #suffocated.
#isfp