Tacita

secret vent acc, pro recovery ❤️‍🩹 | dni proship, anti recovery and fatphobes | 18 years old

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Omg i literally just shit myseld #edrtwt is this a common experience or do I just end my shit

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

I miss my Greek yogurt

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Miss being able to hit styro

[. ݁ 𝙵inch ҂ 0/30 @finchetter]

tmi mti tmi

everytime i poop it feels like i didnt get all of it out what do i do

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Ate 900 cals by 10 am bruh time to sleep for the. Entire day

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

acc got locked.

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Ok I’m just gonna get it elsewhere on my body..

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

#SHTWT #OUCHIETWT #SHARMTWT HELP. HOW DO I HEAL SCARS QUICKLY. THEYRE SHALLOW BUT I HAVE A FUCKING TATTOO IN A FEW DAYS I FORGOT ABOUT IN THE SPOT I CUT HELP

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

@Ruruitoraeggvv Omg mini skateboards… also be safe non oomf💚

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Omads and crazy diarrhoea that makes u shit ur brains out did the trick

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Lost like 4kgs in 2 weeks

[🖤🩻 ᴛᴏʀɪ // ꜱʜᴇᴅᴛᴡᴛ (-3/40lb) 🩻🖤 @Tori_typing]

We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are ALL losing 10kg in october
We are A

[Mayna💢 @yourGaY99900]

My right thigh witnessing my left one getting sliced

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

@scattybatty101 OUH OKI do u like slide under it

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

#SHRTWT HELP HELP

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

#SHTWT #OUCHIETWT #SHARMTWT HELP. HOW DO I HEAL SCARS QUICKLY. THEYRE SHALLOW BUT I HAVE A FUCKING TATTOO IN A FEW DAYS I FORGOT ABOUT IN THE SPOT I CUT HELP

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

#SHTWT #OUCHIETWT #SHARMTWT HELP. HOW DO I HEAL SCARS QUICKLY. THEYRE SHALLOW BUT I HAVE A FUCKING TATTOO IN A FEW DAYS I FORGOT ABOUT IN THE SPOT I CUT HELP

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Suffering. You need to believe that I’m suffering and I don’t have the worlds to tell you, actions are easier. My points been proven too, people take my suffering seriously when I cut. But god I feel so guilty

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

I wish I didn’t feel so guilty with the thought of cutting I don’t want to disappoint anyone but I miss the pain. I need people to believe I’m hurting, they all think I’m bullshitting. I wish for something bad to happen to me so I can stay in the familiarity of misery

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

And also finally feel enough despair to cut without the guilt. It isn’t for attention, I get enough of that by being disabled and looking like a freak in public. Sometimes it’s for distraction, sometimes it’s because I have an addiction to the pain, sometimes it’s to prove I’m-

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

I don’t have the power to do it otherwise

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

Wanna go back to the college that kicked me out so I’ll be too busy working to eat and when I get an inevitable meltdown I can finally get some good fucking cuts in. I miss the pain so bad. Something is severely wrong with me.

[Tacita @TacitasDiary]

When I was in a diff college I managed to break skin and leave scars I still have today just with my nails . When I’m in crisis I can finally prove how miserable I am and wear it like a badge.