not having friends will fuck you up in the worst ways possible. like why am i being jealous seeing people talking and being friends and having a bond. why do i wish someone acted this way with me. my social anxiety and awkwardness has never let me make contacts with ppl, even now
this shit has been bothering me since i was like 6 years old, it gives me a very specific feeling in my body like i’m being filled with ice if i think about it for too long. i used to run crying to my mom about it when i was a child.
just explained the covid concious lesbian bar hijab inspired secular accessorization clown college discourse to my mom and she just said "the cia is eating your generation alive"
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