You gotta be patient when you're becoming someone youโve never been before. Patience means that you already trust that it will happen. See it, feel it, know it, and watch it manifest.
Today during yoga, the instructor spoke about trees becoming their strongest in autumn. Because they arenโt bearing fruit or producing leaves, all of their energy is pushed down into the roots. So what externally appears as death, is actually the catalyst for new life.
Maturity is seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you no matter what they say. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. If they wanted to, they would โ you're either a priority or you're not.