I struggle with perfectionism.
My pieces aren’t perfect. They are far from it. What I mean is that I constantly feel like I need to outdo myself each time I drop a major piece, which leads to a cycle of burnout and self doubt.
DCB #10
“Hunting for the Chimera”
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I have my art grails.
Thank you so much to @benbauchau, @lateduke (another thing cooking 👀), @The_SolCat, and @joiceloo_art.
I sincerely love you all so much as people and as artists. Endless thanks for your contributions to the Solana Art Scene ♥️
Dealing with what the doctors are saying is a stroke...
Spending hours with nothing but time on this hospital bed,
All keep thinking about and looking at is the art I've made the last few months.
With the diminished ability to move, to feel...
there's a whole new layer and dimension added to my art that wasn't there before.
Because of this, my Maps and Nomads have much more gravity, weight...
it feels as if they are much more critical to my inner self than I realized they could be.
No expectations of comments or responding to this.
I'm forcing myself to process my thoughts in a more public way. To release all this energy into the world and reflect on the feelings that come back to me.