Trans Malpracticed

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

I'll miss this beautiful, amazing world. I wanted to live a long, full life. Everyone dies someday. I love you.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

I want to apologize most to my parents. I let this destroy your healthy, promising child. I'm sorry. I'm so very, very sorry.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Doc thought he was doing me favors, removing barriers I didn't even know… I didn't ask for favors, not when my life was at stake! #trans

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Try to change gender: you're a freak. Speak up, try to change back: now you're also a fake. #gender #queer #exile

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

I regret trusting these doctors with my only body, my very life. I regret believing a lie to chase a dream. #transgender #transregret #trans

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

@ThatWrongLove Unfollowed. Please take care.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

I'm all for freedom in dress, expression. But general normalization of this medical meddling is horrific. #socialconstruct #translivesmatter

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

why why why why not fair not fair not fair not fair fuck fuck fuck fuck damn damn damn damn oh gods please help undo undo cancel quit stop

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

My life is ruined anyway. Fun while it lasted.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

If my death helps carry these words onward, to save others from this senseless pain, that at least might be worth something.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Irreversible physical change might help some; definitely harms others. Mental therapy def helps many; can't harm any. #trans #healthcare

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

So much "support" (push) for physical transition… So little for upfront self-examination, & none for detransition. #peaktrans #sanfrancisco

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Backlash of my (former) community is saddening but not surprising. Namecalling/demonizing hurts. Why do we do this to our own? #regret #lgbt

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Why do I keep getting referred to pro-transition docs? I am more than just trans! #wtf #health #malpractice #agenda #echochamber #bubble

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

@megahbite @AssembledGhost My PCP lied, said I'd been seeing a psychotherapist. That's how access works in San Francisco.

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

What name will be used at my funeral? What photos will be shown? How will my corpse be dressed? #fml #trans #regret #confession

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Which death is least painful? Should I leave a corpse for family, or destroy my shameful body? Never realized how violent death is… #regret

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Selfishly hoping for death. Earthquake, traffic accident, mugging, a fall. Anything quick. #transregret #transmalpractice #fml #thoughts

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

I hate being called gendered pronouns/honorifics. Identity as either is a constant, unwelcome reminder. I just want to live. #trans #gender

[Trans Malpracticed @TransMalpr]

Ask elders all they've done since they were yr age. Mundane/amazing/beautiful/terrible/public/private. All of it changed. #trans #regret