the thing i hate about being trans is that i always am denying myself like i always think like "what if i was wrong" or "what if i will regret going on hrt or getting surgery" and its sometimes really scary
It sucks that I didn’t realize I was trans sooner
I wasn’t really in a good place to worry about gender until my 20s but I always knew I wanted to be someone else
Just not how or why
you don't voice train because you're lazy, i don't voice train because i am so deeply ashamed of my own existence the mere thought of introducing even a single moment of embarrassment or cringe during the transitory period of voice training makes me want to rip my skin off
Why couldnt i be born a woman, i hate mirrors yet i can't stop looking at one thinking on how insulting is calling myself a women when i look like this, My body is a coffin and My soul is rotting in it, i just want to be me
depression sucks because what do you mean I'm on my favorite game just staring blankly at the menu incapable of fully enjoying what I loved this morning