Nothing about your current situation is a mystery.
You have the body of your last 1000 meals.
The mindset of your last 1000 conversations.
The bank account of your last 1000 decisions.
Your life is the receipt. Take ownership
There’s a story that whenever he’s praying on his prayer walk in camp, no matter how much you try to walk closer to him, you won’t be able to get close…..like a loop scenario, you keep walking fast to catch up to him, but you just can’t get close to him, as if there’s an invisible force field preventing anyone from getting close, unless he himself sees you and allows you to come.