I just wanna be happy and loved by somebody like it’s crazy but I feel like loving me would be really really hard because I feel too much and I’m clingy and I’m unstable and I’m anxious and I just have all these fucked up qualities. Nobody genuinely wants a person like me
September is suicide prevention month. I had wondered if I should even make a post. Check in on your friends. Tell them you love them. It’s so easy to hide your feelings and seem so happy when really you’re drowning and see no way to save yourself.
love it when you give me false hope. saying youll do something then just throwing it away like it never mattered. do i matter so little to you, its that easy to forget?
guess ill just keep hiding it all behind my twitter posts. sorry for putting faith in it ig.
i just want to die and then be told that its over and its ok and i did a good job and i dont have to hurt anymore and that ill be loved and taken care of and can sleep forever if i want