One thing I really appreciated in the new ep is that we could hear Cheng Xiaoshi’s heartbeat and breathing in all the scenes he discovered things about his past with Lu Guang, and no matter what was happening, his constant thought was just Lu Guang 🥺
I thought it was cool how they framed CWM in a shot similar to LG’s in S1, but then I realized his words parallel what LG is trying to do. LG is keeping secrets of the past to himself, so that he carries the burden of death alone.
Anon is how I feel about it. I gotta sour taste in my mouth from tumblr cuz, ppl will ship them exclusively and it’s kind of annoying. Like to each their own, but yeah. My issue isn’t really even the ship, I do like it but in specific ways, that doesn’t purposely exclude lx. Like it’s become the same thing as shiguang. It’s the fans that make me dislike it as a whole. I used to love shiguang, wrote it all the time but ppl have made me not care for them as much
Everything has to be a gotcha moment. Oh cuz this happened in canon that means they love each other soooooo much and you’re a weirdo if you don’t wanna see it that way cuz what do you mean!! It’s so obvious!! I don’t need canon to confirm what I already know I like in a ship. I’m heavily Xiaovein, I’ll take any moment I can get and when I’m shipping them yeah I’ll turn their moments into romantic ones. I know logically, that’s not what it is, but there IS some aspect of a bond between them that ppl like to continuously annoy just cuz they favor vf as a ship as if xf or vein can’t possibly care for more than one person.
A lot of vf shippers have become like shiguang shippers and it is insufferable to see. Like it’s cool, canon is showing vein cares, it’s obvious and power to you for shoving that to the haters but like yall have the second most popular ship to boot why do you feel the need to rub it in everyone’s faces like if you know then? Just be happy it’s there. Let the haters be haters.
So many ppl were hating on jaexiao cuz of moth to a flame, and i fucking love them I don’t care if they haven’t met in the donghua yet cuz I don’t need to have canon events happen to make me like a ship. Shipping has become this exhausting competition of who gets what an what makes something worth more just cuz there’s canon to back it up when in reality these relationships aren’t even legit or real in the series beyond being something platonic or familial. Like can we just stop looking at this shit like it’s a race
và đã đội lên mình một lớp bao bọc "tôi ổn", kĩ càng đến nỗi bản thân cũng vô tình bị 'đánh lừa') sẽ là một cú đánh rất mạnh vào tâm lý "cảm thấy tội lỗi" của cxs:((( bro
🤔 có lẽ là vì cxs đã sống gần như cả đời với nỗi hoài nghi đó rồi, cũng có thể trong hai mươi mấy năm cuộc đời đó, cậu đã vẽ ra vô số kịch bản về gia đình, đủ lâu để biến nó thành một phần trong cậu. Trong khi đó, nỗi lo về LG chỉ mới chớm nở rộ
I love this reminder and confirmation that Lu Guang is Cheng Xiaoshi's priority, and how he barely cared about finding out that he and his dad killed someone and his dad erased his memories, but he started crying and blaming himself the moment he realized he forgot Lu Guang
Và khi chìm trong nỗi lo đó, lại bất ngờ ập về một lượng thông tin mà mình chưa bao giờ nghĩ hay chạm đến nó (khác với case của chính gia đình cậu; thật đau lòng khi phải thừa nhận rằng cxs đã dày vò bản thân đủ lâu