Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬

So, what is it you desire?

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Untuk aku dan semua yang berdiri di pinggir kusut

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Sialnya di waktu begini aku rindu pada benda jahanam tu.

Mungkin sebab masa situasi sama 10 tahun lepas, benda sial itu yang membantu. Janganlah kau datang lagi. Cukup sial sudah hidup aku dulu dengan benda tu.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

I don't want any other women but you.

I don't want it to be any other men but me.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

This is my last note for today.

I can only pray and pray that she'll come back to me. I used to be so hard and emotionless. But now I am the most weakest person ever. I dropped my shield long ago, now I don't have anything to protect myself.

Goodbye for today, see you soon.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

I know, I'm sorry.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

It has started, and I'm scared.

I wrote all these, but I don't think I'm here.

My body is here, but my soul is with you.

When you leave, I'll be empty. Again.

Leaving just a body, with nothing inside.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

her, but didn't listen her heart. My mouth speaks to her, but didn't let her speak.

Things that keep me off from other girls are the same thing that's finally keeps her off of me.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Never have I lay my eyes on other women. My eyes is just for her. I hardly speaks to other girls. Only her. I don't care what other girls say, I only care for what she wanna say.

But that same things kills the love. My eyes saw her, but didn't see her pain. My ears listened to

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

It's been too long since the last time I cried so hard on top of Sajadah. May Allah forgive me for keep forgetting HIM and only remembers to come back when I lose the one that I love so much.

I was shaking, I was scared. Please don't take her away from me. Please.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Subuh ini aku sebut lagi namanya seperti setiap kali saat aku berdoa, meminta Tuhan sentiasa menyatukan hatiku dan hati dia selamanya.

Aku mohon agar Tuhan makbulkan doa ini, sebelum hatinya mula berpindah ke hati yang lain.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Kembalikanlah perasaanya kepadaku. Dia satu-satunya yang aku mahu.

[Yulsifer//ChakkyCheats 😈🚬 @VampHarry]

Lose appetite, losing sleep. What's happening to me?

Me from before would hate seeing myself like this. But that's what you got when you're being a dick. I deserved this. Padan muka.

[y @ysuckme]

trust your gut… you ain’t feeling that way for no reason

[⋆｡𖦹 ° @rjmxrell]

i miss u, i miss us, i miss everything with u

[Jay @jaysmith_ai]

have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into a million pieces

[Words @itswords_]

Overthinking is my daily struggle